This post is dedicated to my old friend, syaffiqa ruzlan a.k.a pika pong pong~ :D
seorang wanita kental yg sgt tegar mhadapi onak duri khidupan
(niat d hati dlu nk jd sasterawan negara, tp xksampaian, so ini la impaknya :P)
hahaha..kk back to the main point. lepas menyelami blog si pika pong2 ni, bnyk soalan2 yg terlintas di fkiranku. knapa org laen bole tp aku xbole? knapa aku lemah bla org laen kuat? knapa susah sgt aku nk bdepan dgn cubaan sdgkan ada org yg lagi teruk kondisinya dr aku?
dan akhirnya aku temui jawapan kpd suma persoalan2 tu :
AKU PERLU LEBIH MENGHARGAI
knapa? sbb bila kta xmenghargai sesuatu yg wujud secara lgsung atau xlgsung dlm hidup ni, automatically kita xkan blaja menyayangi dan mensyukuri. tp bla kta menghargai, kita akan lebih menerima apa yg ada kt sekeliling kta. bersyukur, dats the most important thing of all. ada org yg lg snang drpd kta, so kta pun mengeluh, knapa la dia tu mewah sgt, cantik sgt bla3.. tp kita xsdar, ada lg org yg xmampu n kurang sempurna, yg lg susa drpd kta. kta xnmpk keindahan yg ada dlm diri kta, walhal mmg Allah dah ciptakan sume bnda tu indah.
n i found diz dlm blog pika pong2
"Izyani(Classmate ku..tyme2 males nk study bkk la blog die..sbb inspiring..suke ngan attitude die hoho...nk jd cam die)"n i was thinking, aku rasa cm aku la mnusia plg truk dlm dunia ni, dgn sikap mazmumah yg bkilo2 n beraneka variasi, i kept hating myself for who i am. tp behind all that, Alhamdulillah, ada jugak org yg nmpk the good side dlm diri aku, even aku xpenah nmpk. itulah mksudnya, aku perlu lebih bsyukur :))
alrite, talking bout pika pong2, i still remember during school time dkt badlishah, where we used to be in the same class from form 1 to form 3. frankly speaking pika pong2 is one of my biggest enemies, bcause she's so intelligent n we were fighting like crazy to be in the top rank. None of us really berterus- terang about the silent battle that we were having, n it happened very quietly n peacefully haha! and den msuk form 4, both of us were offered to different boarding schools, so we rarely met each other but everytime i met her schoolmates n i asked bout pika pong2, they kept telling that she's a genius wif a powerful brainy. n I? my result was getting worse since i went to saina. :(( n i took it as a challenge, y other ppl can but i cant? there must be sumting within myself that need to be fixed aite.
n now, here I am, in a place called MSU...my life isnt so good here, but aku perlu lebih bsyukur okey :)
n msuk je form 4, i received a bad news from my fren, telling dat mama tersayang pika da kmbali pdNya. accident msa otw balik dr keje n she went back earlier on dat day to clbrate bufday pika. n i heard dat they found Al-Quran inside the car, as a bufday present to her. sory pika if diz is too detail r tlah ditokok tmbah :) what a scene aite. n i kept putting myself in her situation, if n only if im the one who is facing the agony, i would have done something improper i tink. but she looked so calm n strong when i met her after the funeral. she is a woman wif a big heart, really. she really inspired me to be more independent n sabar nk bdepan dgn sumting yg sgt susah. n sbgai anak sulung dlm family, she is responsible to take a good care of the rest of her siblings, n i know she would be the best sis to them. she even chose to study locally when she has a good potential to study abroad, juz to take care of her siblings.
ur such a good person, pika. mybe we can fight in our studies, but not to determine sape lg pnyabar, baik ati, kuat smngat n all dat, bcoz definitely u'll be the winner.
but after all, ur a good example dat i shud follow :))
http://ummatanwasatha.blogspot.com (nk promote xpe kan pika??hehe!)
~wanna fly to manipal~
