She's my idol~ :)

Spending one fabulous week in Kedah really gave me a thought that sometimes miracles do happen in our lives. But the miracles do not always come in a good way, once in a while it brings us to the wrong gate that leads to a devastating world. It happens when a wrong decision is made, but no one should be blamed for this because at times, we need to choose one of many roads that we ourselves do not know what is there waiting for us in the middle of the road, and whether it will end up with a misfortune or with a piece of luck.

I met my best friend, Nisrin during the very short holidays. I knew her since I was in primary school, and she is one of my idols who taught me many things about life, how it is not impossible for human beings like us to stand up and bring a success out of failure and hardship, even if its so hurting and stressful, even if people keep talking bad things about us, n even if every single thing that we do cannot satisfy others. What is important is to keep moving, strive for our goals n do not ever give up no matter how difficult things that we need to face.

She was born to be a miracle. She's not from a financially rich family, but her family is blessed wif happiness, even sometimes they need to struggle for a single piece of food to fill up their tummies. We grew up together, so I saw how she was educated to be a graceful and a successful person. I respect her in all aspects, especially the way she managed to help her family with their financial problems by using her own allowance, imagine she paid the house bills using her own money! To me that was so amazing. A ready-made baju kurung that costs RM10 is already enough for her, as long as her family is not starving and her siblings can get proper educations.

To Nisrin, you are a true warrior. You made me realise that nothing is impossible in our lives. Doors to success are always open, its just that we need to work hard and do lots of sacrifice, plus with prayers and a good human- Creator relationship, InsyaAllah blessings and fortunes will always be wif us. Congratulations for making another good step in ur life, majoring in Physics. My prayer will always be wif u, fwen. Best friends 4eve~ :)

The climb~

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on




Never give up, yanie
No matter how hard it is, u have to let go...
and move on~

\(*_________*)/

Appreciate what we hve~

I came across this video last night, n I feel so amazed with what happened to this guy. His name is James Maki. Pity him, he faced a massive challenge in his life after suffering horrific injuries when he fell on a live subway rail. Ashamed with his look, he isolated himself for few years, trying to avoid any form of interactions wif his communities. The incident took away his looks, n also his self- confidence.

After few years, a woman with a benevolent heart agreed to donate his dead hubby's face to James, n this is the new beginning of his life. His new appearance, eventhough is not as perfect as what he had before the incident, really makes him feels delighted n grateful. He can't wait to start his life over again, continue living with purposes n dreams.

His story really makes my brain working tremendously, thinking about the power of God over n over again. Human beings sometimes r too forgetful. We will not be grateful with the precious things that we are blessed with, until we lose them. We are poured with so many kinds of blessings; perfect senses n brain to see, listen, touch, smell, taste n think, but we never appreciate their existences, not even realising that they are there, 24/7 working days n nights to make us feel normal n alive.

What if 1 day all of them are gone???

A horrible life is awaiting isn't it??

When you believe~

Im done wif P2 Physics, n currently in Biology mode..my febret subject nyum3! hehe!

The tense has gone a lil bit.. I screwed up my Physics lessons, but thanks to my spirits dat never let me down, at least I didnt mess up my exam today, though I found few mistakes, n some of them r silly enough..I shud hve remembered the wavelength of red light last nite, but i didnt..huhu :(

I can change my clock whenever I want it to b, I can pretend myself like a 6-year-old-kid when im actually 19, but time will never return. yepp thats 4 sure.

Life is not created to b as easy as dat.

So stop talking about if and only if.

If only I studied about dat wavelength thingy las nite, of coz I wont do da mistake dat I did today.

But I didnt, dats da reality so stop flying over the dream world called IF, n lets step back onto the ground, keep pace wif da reality of life dat would never lie to us.

That's the truth.

Broken heart should yield more energy. n the energy is the source of strength dat keep us adhered to our aims n goals.

Look 4ward for wut is waiting next, not turning back to the historical ages.

NEVER SAY NEVER

My soul is cured. Thanks to the spirits, again. :)

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail,
it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will




.Have faith and never give up.

(^______^)

~eXam fEvEr...bakar..bakar..~

pergh study tuu~!!
cece gempak gle ko,byk gler bku bc...
ko bc smpai mana daa?fuh ko mmg rajin dowh..sket2 da ah..
wei xyah ah bc byk sgt..ko slalu menten je markah bkak bku ke x bkak bku ke~
lek ah,xm lmbt lg...lepak lu...xkan p mnum pon xbole koot...

Come on guys~ wake up~!!!!
xkan nk bjaya sorg2 kot??apa yg korg dpt kalau bjaya sorg2??
puas??full of attraction??nt org respect??biar aku yg tahu segala2nya??
biar aku sorg bjaya kt dunia ni??
aduhai~ sygnya kalau ada niat sebegini rupa di hati masing2..
Sedarlah..dunia skrg tak pandang org2 yg mcm ni..kalo ada pon hanya akn membuahkan kehancuran..
negara Islam takkan maju jikalau ada titik2 hitam di hati..
apalah slhnya kita tukar tradisi ini kpd :
jom kita study sama2~
aku tak fhm yg ni la,kau tlg terangkan utk aku bole?
waaa sejuknya telinga mendengar..senang hati dpt kwn2 mcm nii..
ahha =D

Sesuatu pekara bila dapat pada diri terutamanya ilmu perlu disebarkan bukan tuk diri sendiri..
Hidup tuk diri sendiri nanti mati seorng diri
Hidup tuk berkongsi mati kan disanjungi
Memperoleh rahmat dari ilahi Syurga bukan hidup bersendiri
Tetapi bersama orng yang meletakan Islam itu di dalam hati
Baru kehidupan itu rasa bererti
Kerana rasa di kasihi dan disayangi x rasa diri bersendiri dek kerana pentingkan diri

Justeru,marilah rakan2 kita berjihad :

"Sesungguhnya Allah membeli org mukmin,baik diri mahupun harta dengan memberikan harta kepada mereka.Mereka berperang di jalan Allah sehingga mereka membunuh dan terbunuh(sebagai)janji yang benar dari Allah di dalam Taurat.Injil dan al-Quran..."
(Taubah:111)

Renung2kan~ slamat beramal~ (*_*)(~_~)

1 litre of tears~

The title is 1 litre of tear...but it made me shed my tears not only a litre, but a river~!!
huhu...a very very very sad japanese movie...
I watched it few months back, but till now I can still feel da sadness... :'(

I alwez try to put myself into Aya's situation, but ohhh
I WISH I CAN BE AS STRONG AS HER...
yaya, u might say its juz a movie, but diz is not an ordinary movie, its a splendid real movie, adapted from a real life story...
Aya is an intelligent-smart-cute-active-all rounder student who suddenly discovers dat she is having a degenerative brain disease dat has no cure n will take away all of her senses n talents one by one, n it would progress slowly until she wont b able to walk, talk n finally her life will come to a FULL STOP. The thing is, it takes about 10 years b4 one dies, n during dat tyme lots of difficult situations will have to be faced...

Living for death.
Counting days to close her eyes n sleep, not to wake up anymore.
Watching other ppl struggling for a bright future, when she knows that she wont even have a future.
Looking at her parents' smiles which might be the last smiles she can ever witness.
Keep writing even when her hands are painful enough to write a single letter.
Cry...cry....n cry...till there r no more tears to shed..

What in the world is more hurting n killing ur soul other den dat??? T_T

So i would say,
Everyone should watch diz movie n learn to appreciate our lives...
We might be happy n proud wif what we have today...
We can walk, we can talk, we can laugh n we can scream all da way we want...
But all that are temporary n we might not be able to do them tomorrow, r even the next second...
Always be grateful, live life to the fullest, n do what we should do, right now!

My life is like a flower thats hasn’t bloomed yet. From the start of the youth, I want to treasure it and have no regrets.

I really don’t want to say things such as ”I want to go back to how things were before.” I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.

I had a dream…and in it I was running freely and I was walking…But I had another dream…and in it I was in a wheelchair…I thought I had accepted me for who I am now…

If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me… I’m alive.


People shouldn’t dwell on the past. It’s enough to try your best in all you’re doing now.


What’s wrong with falling down? As long as I stand up again.


Zutto Ikite ; live on forever


(*____________*)


K- Only Human

On the opposite coast of sadness

is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

:: LETS MOVE ON~!! :D

Try n try~

Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,
life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,

and after all the hell you have been through, there is success.
Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals.

Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies.
Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be.

But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie.
I say this again; life is what you make of it.

You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you,
you can't quit or give up, you have got to keep on working,

look higher some way, some how you are going to make it.

How to Stay Positive when You Know Your Life Sucks

Put away your violin. People who go around saying that life sucks are really just attention grabbers looking for pity. Yes, life can be difficult and cruel and unfair, but every time you're about to start whining again, consider how fortunate you really are and what you DO have. As written in the book "Escape Life Sucks Syndrome" show me the person who complains about not having name brand sneakers or designer shoes and I'll show you the person with no feet! Every day above ground really is a good day. So stop feeling sorry for yourself, and take one step forward. Then another. Then another. Then another.

Ground Yourself. The most common reason for people thinking their lives suck is because they aren't living their own lives. Look deeply into how you are acting to please others- to please family, friends, and society. Realize, that you need to get to know who you are, what your needs are, and make the choices to follow your path. To know these things, a path of meditation and inner exploration is invaluable. What sucks is that you are not taking care of yourself.

Look on the inside. What are some qualities you have that you like about yourself? Are you funny? Are you intelligent? Are you sincere? Are you generous? What do you have pride in? Try focusing on the positive things in your life. You may be making huge influences to others even when you think you're useless.

Prove those negative thoughts wrong. When you find yourself in a bad mood, you could think of the negative things such as, "I'm dumb and annoying", "I'm better off dead", "I'm ugly, I wish I looked different", etc. Even though it's not true. Change your mind. Look for your good features, think about the ones that you know love you, look on your greater side. Realize that nobody's life is easy and that there will always be ups and downs, and moments of low self esteem. Don't automatically assume that nobody cares. Every person matters to someone. You're alive for a reason.

Appreciate what you see. Look in the mirror. Find some beautiful things about yourself.... Do you have nice skin? nice nails? beautiful eyes? full lips? Find stuff that appeals to you. When you can't change something, change your attitude towards it!

It's all how you look at it. Jealous of the people with 'amazing' lives? They chose to be that way! Everyone has the same opportunities, remember, there are people living in mansions who are miserable and people living on the street who are perfectly happy. It's all on how you look at it.

Determine why your life sucks. What can you do to make your life better? What do you desire to do? How do you want to feel? Make a few reachable goals and your own strategies. The first step is usually the hardest - getting help or admitting you need it.

Getting motivated. What motivates you? What gives you energy to go on everyday? Music? Love? Family? A 1km run? Allah? Your attitude? Your pet? Friends?
School? Boost your confidence and determination by encouraging yourself into thinking positive.

Remember that some things can pass with time. There will be a tomorrow. There will be a next week. There will be a next month and perhaps by then, things will change. Everything is going to be okay when you think it's going to be all right. You are in control of your life and though it might get worse, it'll get better eventually. It's temporary and it will change much sooner than you think.

Think about happy memories. Whenever you feel like the future is 'hopeless', think about vivid memories. It will help make you feel better and that in the future, there will be good things, too. Happiness would not exist without sadness - it's like the yin and yang. They just don't exist without each other. Think about all the things you want to experience, feel, achieve. There will be many great moments in your life - don't let a few obstacles get in the way.

Don't stop yourself from feeling the joy. It's okay to step back once in awhile and just enjoy the moment. Even in tough situations - it's important to smile and laugh here and there. Don't restrict yourself from doing things you love just because you think you'll be criticized to do. Don't just leave memories behind, but don't try to live in the past, either. Let yourself enjoy life even if you're not at the best place you could be. You only live once - make the best of it.

Develop a gratitude journal. It's pretty simple. At the end of every day, write down five things that have made you happy or appreciative that day -- not necessarily big things, even small ones count. For example: nice weather, being praised by my boss for getting an urgent errand done, my playful dog, kids and hubby kissing me goodbye before they went to school/work, a hilarious joke a mate shared, etc.

If you feel persistently sad, unmotivated, anxious, hopeless or fearful, seek professional help. You may be suffering from a mood disorder or nutritional deficit which could be contributing to your situation. Remember there is always somebody there who wants to help you. You are valuable!

How to Stop Being Sleepy Without Going to Sleep???

:) Drink something sugary, like coffee or soda. The burst of sugar or caffine will wake you up, but be careful. Sugar has a tendancy to make people 'crash and burn' afterwards.

:) Have some one try to keep you awake. Have the person shake you, pat you on the back or head, or lightly slapping you. Another way is to give someone a 'spadoch', which is when you slap someone in the back of their head. Studies have shown that 'spadoches' help the 'spadochee' become more awake/aware of their surroundings.

:) Move around. Stimulating blood flow is one of the best and natural ways to stay awake. When you lay still, your blood flow decreases, which makes you sleepy. Doing exercises or simply walking around should keep you awake.

:) Make loud nosies or have someone make loud noises. If the noise is loud enough, it will shock you into opening your eyes. This doesn't make you less sleepy though, unless you are the person making the noise, because then you are moving and stimulating blood flow.

WARNING : If you use the sugar/coffee trick, don't drink too much or else you can 'crash and burn' very shortly after, or you won't be able to go to sleep when you want/have/need to..... GUD LUCK! :D

How To Be Happy???

Do's

remind yourself : YOU CAN'T CHANGE OTHERS, YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE YOURSELF!***

• Try to think of a creative vow and write it down. Make it something like: I vow to give at least one compliment to someone each day and I'll try to control my anger by counting in my head before reacting.
• Don't think of happiness as a mood, but as a philosophy of life. It's a frame of mind, a way of re-adjusting your thoughts, not something you "feel" all the time.
• Be patient, as trying to achieve everything within twenty minutes, or just a day, may not work out as perfectly as you guessed. Committing yourself to this lifestyle takes some serious reflection and perhaps, change within yourself, which will take longer periods of time - so wait for the changes, as they will be worth it.
• Don't let others drag you and your lifestyle down. If somebody treats you badly, let them know that you respect yourself and therefore they should, too. Don't let other people decide how your life will go, because you know that's not their choice to make.

Dont's

• Happiness requires balance. Don't become so caught up in your own happiness that you forget about everyone else's. And don't base your own happiness on making others feel good; people-pleasers are usually very unhappy on the whole.
• Always remember it's not the way you live or the way you spend, it's only the way you think.
• Even in the most terrible times, do not turn to alcohol, drugs, or anything else that is addictive or abusive to the health of you or others. Bad habits grow like weeds - they are easy to get, but hard to get rid of. Many addictive "solutions" can make your problems much worse.

Lets us try~!! :)

Let's Do It~!!!

We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing. Action always generates inspiration. Inspiration seldom generates action.

~Frank Tibolt