we call it fate~

~27/6 ~

It happened on same date, but 4years ago. The date I will never forget, when the coronary heart disease took him away, the date when I really felt like losing one of the most important parts of me, n the date I witnessed his body being buried, permanently. My soul was hit into pieces, but that's what we call fate, life and death are parts of our everyday lives. It has been 4years since the incident struck me, yet the pain is still there, I really miss him every part of a second :(

He is a great person I will always remember. A strong person I should say.

You will always be in my prayers, granddad.

May you rest in peace.

-Al-Fatihah-

1st week n the 1st quiz~

Sume org da mberontak dlm blog msg2 psal kuiz maths esok..
yg dijangka sgtlah kompleks kerana melibatkan number2 yg amatlah kompleks..
dun wery kawan2, we're in the same boat..
aku pon menjangkakan paper kosong yg akan dihantar sbaik kuiz tamat..
sesungguhnya 24 jam utk study complex number yg saintis n mathematicians pon blaja btaun2, amatlah tidak wajar..
wahai a level bila la kau nk tamat, aku da xlarat :(

_sekian, majulah complex number utk negara_

Hepy Belated Father's Day~

You are my hero, Dad

You're my secure foundation.
When I think of you, I'm filled with love
And fond appreciation.
You make me feel protected;
I'm sheltered by your care.
You're always my true friend;
When I need you, you're always there.
You have a place of honor
Deep within my heart.
You've been my superhero, Dad,
Right from the very start.

Your wisdom and knowledge have shown me the way,
And I'm thankful for you as I live day by day.
I don't tell you enough how important you are,
In my universe you're a bright shining star.

Ur my cutest-coolest-best daddy, 4eve :)
Sayaaaaaaang abah~
Hepi father's day :D

She's my idol~ :)

Spending one fabulous week in Kedah really gave me a thought that sometimes miracles do happen in our lives. But the miracles do not always come in a good way, once in a while it brings us to the wrong gate that leads to a devastating world. It happens when a wrong decision is made, but no one should be blamed for this because at times, we need to choose one of many roads that we ourselves do not know what is there waiting for us in the middle of the road, and whether it will end up with a misfortune or with a piece of luck.

I met my best friend, Nisrin during the very short holidays. I knew her since I was in primary school, and she is one of my idols who taught me many things about life, how it is not impossible for human beings like us to stand up and bring a success out of failure and hardship, even if its so hurting and stressful, even if people keep talking bad things about us, n even if every single thing that we do cannot satisfy others. What is important is to keep moving, strive for our goals n do not ever give up no matter how difficult things that we need to face.

She was born to be a miracle. She's not from a financially rich family, but her family is blessed wif happiness, even sometimes they need to struggle for a single piece of food to fill up their tummies. We grew up together, so I saw how she was educated to be a graceful and a successful person. I respect her in all aspects, especially the way she managed to help her family with their financial problems by using her own allowance, imagine she paid the house bills using her own money! To me that was so amazing. A ready-made baju kurung that costs RM10 is already enough for her, as long as her family is not starving and her siblings can get proper educations.

To Nisrin, you are a true warrior. You made me realise that nothing is impossible in our lives. Doors to success are always open, its just that we need to work hard and do lots of sacrifice, plus with prayers and a good human- Creator relationship, InsyaAllah blessings and fortunes will always be wif us. Congratulations for making another good step in ur life, majoring in Physics. My prayer will always be wif u, fwen. Best friends 4eve~ :)

Now wut?????????????????!!!

hehe...rasanye sume org da taw knape sy epy sgt..kan3???
ermmm bkn epy sgt la, at lez epy sket..SBB EXAM DA ABES~!!!
walaupun x brapa dgn jayanya..hmmm :(

usaha daa, so skang ne doa n tawakal jela.
juz follow HIS flow, as HE knows what's the best 4 us.
kalo da ditakdirkan kna repeat, repeat jela..huhu
walaupun dlm ati xnakkkkk :(


yg pntg skang ne, ENJOYYYYY!!!
yeah, b4 da nightmares n dreamscapes of da new semester come.
So, I have made a things-to-do list during diz so called 'holidays',
n here it is :)

(0_o)
Start writing an essay 4 a contest, in conjunction wif diz coming Father's Day. The winner will be awarded RM100, not dat rewarding, but it's enough to grant my tummy's wish to be filled up wif pancakes. :D n at lez writing can make me feel a bit more relieved, hope so.... :)


(^_^)
Then it comes to the most exciting journey back to my hometown, KULIM!!! yeaaaa...i really miss Kulim. Damn miss it~ :D Although some ppl call it a godforsaken town, I dun bloody care. Kulim is still in my heart~ (*___*)


(+_+)
Watch a looooooooooooooooot of Korean movies. n wanna cry a lot too. hehe. Then only I know, Im still an alive human beings wif feelings n desires :) I've started downloading few movies, cant wait to watch them. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~


($_$)
Shopping~!!!!! errrr...cant comment much on diz~cuz its a long long story dat even I do not know the endpoint. hehe. juz wait n c keyh, yg pasti maaaaakkk, get ready la nk spend duit utk anak mak yang spendthrift sorg ne~ :D


(>_<)
Nak bawak keta, n overcome the trauma. Walaupun ade lg prasaan takut tuh..hopefully kakak yg duduk kt sblah xtjerit2 bla keta mati tgh jln, r nk msuk longkang, r nk kne langgar lori r erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~(T_T)


(*_*)
MAKAN dan MAKAN dan MAKAN n MAKAN to the power of 22~ :D
pastu TIDO dan TIDO dan TIDO n TIDO to the power of 16~


n the list goes on n on n ooooooon~

Tp....
Sempat ke nk wat sume niiii???
:D

The climb~

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on




Never give up, yanie
No matter how hard it is, u have to let go...
and move on~

\(*_________*)/

Im starving for those pancakes~

Dolly should be blamed for whetting my appetite, and for making my Mr. Tummy goes crazy, grumbling for that pieces of pancakes. ohhhhh i really wanna eat that~!!!!!


Tp.....
tpakse tunggu elaun masuk dlu kerana sesungguhnya purseku makin tak berduit~ (T_T)


hmmmmm...tgk je la dlu eh..














Wahai JPA masukkan duit elaun cpt sket bley x??
mak da mara asyik kena bank in duit je..boros katanye :(



Btw thanks to dolly 4 the present, toaster~
hehe..njoy ur hols k..gonna mish u a lot~ :D