d hari rayaaaaa~ :D

alahai..cuti sminggu da abes daa.. pasni lg sbulan kt cni, pastu :D :D :D ~ tammat la kontrak ngn university 'terbilang'.. :P tp nk abeskan sbulan tu aiyoyoyo sgt lah tough yg xterhingga.. silibus A2 pon lom abes lg----> A2 hanya tinggal sbln cissss... sgtlah xtahu ape2 cmne la nk amek exam ni..aduiyaaiii

TP!!!!!
apa nk buat tyme cuti 3bulan ni telahpun di'plan' dgn rapi..hehe xcited yang amat la katakan..bkn sng nk dpt cuti lma2 neh.. spanjang dkt university of choice ni, cuti sekontot2 je.. tade pon smpai bbulan2.. pndek kata, org cuti kte g cluz, org g cluz kte g cluz.. naseb badan... :( erm perangkaan masa depan tyme cuti adalah sperti berikut :

1st choice : keje receptionist kt kuwait finance, atas ehsan makcik sniri.. salary up to rm2000
2nd choice : cikgu kanak2 istimewa kt skolah rndh, atas ehsan abah sniri..salary +-rm1000
3rd choice : bkak tution cntre kt kg, salary xbnyk tp dpt tlg anak bngsa..hehe
4th choice : jadi suri rumah, memandangkan pngetahuan yg sgtlah cetek dlm bidang memasak, perlu melakukan kerahan tenaga tlg mak msk kt uma, jga anak2..anak2 AYAM okie :P

hurm...so kawan2..apa agaknya yg saye perlu lakukan??sila komen ye :)

hurm n attached here adalah gamba2 raye..sonok pulang ke kg smpai xsmpat nk study ape2..hmm TP XPE! yg pntg hati snang dpt bergumbira bsama kluarga..hehe AND yang pasti, stlah balik ke bandar bnyk roundbout pusing2 niii, perlukan kekuatan mental utk dpt result trial yg smemangnya NTAH PAPE bkn trial yg ntah pape, kemalasan diri ni yg menjadikan situasi ntah pape tu..huhu

ENJOY DA PICCAS :D

mak ngn abah shweeeet~ :)

sanak saudara tgh layan sifu tongga..hak3

snyum palsu bebeno.. :P

adi cumey dgn pak ngah

nabil + mak + kakak + adi cumey

upin dan ipin versi rmbut kerinting..hehe..ni anak2 buah saye okie :D

malam bbq..20 ekor ayam abes licin dlm skelip mata..

bufday kezen..

bila la nk blek kdah lg :(

hve a blessful day~

kpada sume kawan2, slamat hari raya diucapkan..
smoga rya taun ni sgt2 bmakna, esp to all bdk2 manipal..
hehe insyaAllah kta fly nex yer,
so diz will be da last hri rya kt msia..
so lets njoy it k~ nnt kta sebret rmai2 plak ye =)

AND, sorry 4 everything..
maafkan saye zahir n batin..
maaf tkasar bhasa tguris prasaan..
saye hnyalah insan yg lemah, tidak maksum tidak sempurna..
sntiasa cuba perbetulkan mna yg xkna :)

im writing diz while waiting 4 my makteh to come..
we r going back to kdah diz morning yipppeeeee~ :D
jemput la dtg uma ye kwn2 :))
hve a safe journey home k..
sayang awk2 sumeee~ (^^,)

zzzzzzz

waaa for the 1st tyme i left my blog for sooo long.
i thought of never returning again, but sumtimes, i do feel like writing sumting, r not my head will be flooded wif loads of unnecessary items. that's how i can go nuts at times :P
AND, im thinking of writing a private blog for myself, it maybe more convenient to write about private things in a private blog..hehe
but of coz, im gonna wait until A2 is over, cuz time is really crucial for me rite now.
i really feel the tense of doing a compressed version of A2 level, where things dat a student normally studies for a year or at lez half a year, need to be covered within 3months time, and its half of half a year! *goshhhh*
and proudly saying, i suc** my pre-A2 trial n now only i started to realize that my head is still sooo empty, when i only hve a month left b4 the real xm.
"ohhhhhh simple things where hve you gone..im getting old n i need sumting to rely on~" :((
lalalalalalalalala...really got no idea. dunno wut to do.
application chem n phy really make me feel like an idiot who need at lez 10x to understand a simple thing. yet, 10x is still not enough for me to get the idea of wut im reading :(
terok kan???

n plus, rya da dkat n I still dun hve anything to wear.
dah tawaf satu shah alam, but still couldnt find a nice one to wear.
huhu..im feeling down~ :(

any1 wif HELP???

im back~ :)

Akhirnya, stlah cuti yg agak pnjg, aku kmbali ke shah alam =)

wan Alhamdulillah da mkin chat, tp blum sdar spnuhnya.
n still perlukan bntuan pnafasan. InsyaAllah 2 3 ari lg da bole bgn n bcakap. amiin :)
thanks kpd suma yg bg smngt n tlg bca yassin n doa.
smoga Allah memberkati kalian sume :))

so,mcm2 pengalaman n pengajaran yg aku dpt spnjg kt kdah.
yg pasti, smngat aku utk jd doktor yg bjaye smakin bkobar2..
sedey kalo tgk keadaan kt hospital, kite kt luar hepi je, tp rmai org yg tgh tseksa n mderita kt dalam sane.
tmbah plak wan dlm icu, sume org yg dlm tu dlm keadaan kritikal n kronik, tiap2 ari ade je org mninggal.
spnjang aku kt hospital, ade 2org hamba Allah meninggal. dua2 kes h1n1, n mlibatkan pesakit kronik.
dlm emergency pnye unit plak, bratus2 org tgh tunggu giliran, sbb demam btuk2, simptom2 h1n1 la sume.
wabak ne da smakin truk nmpknye, nurse dlm icu tu ckp tiap2 ari ade je org yg sah +ve.
scary kan???

erm dlm icu, aku tgk la cmne doctor sume wat keje. ade sorg doc laki tu, die rawat wan.
dr wan mule2 msuk, die monitor every single pkembangan yg ade la.
so msa ari 1st tu, die ckp wan xde brain coordination. so, diorg takut brain dead sbb b4 dat wan kne stroke agak trok la.
den 2 3 ari pastu, kaki wan da mule gerak2. die hepi sgt2, die ckp kt tok 'maaaakkk ciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkk, tgk laaaaa pak cik dah gerakkkk2" dgn hepinye.
comel btol :) itu lah prasaan sorg doc bla tgk pesakit die smakin baik kan.
i cant wait to hve dat kind of feelings tu...hehe :)

n aku blaja satu je yg pntg utk jd doc yg bjaye, kte kna la ikhlas..
bkn sbb duit, bkn sbb nk uma r kete besa, tp btol2 sbb nk tolong org.
sume org kt hospital tu harapkan bntuan kta, so we hve to be very2 serious n wise in every dcision dat we hve to make.
ne soal hidup n mati org. soal nyawa yg mmg kta xbole bli dgn wang ringgit.
dan nk jadi doc, its all about sacrifice.
kalo xnak korbankan masa tdo, msa mkn, msa utk shopping n all dat,
itu bkn doc namenye.
mental n fizikal kne kuat. doc kt c2 jalan pon laju2.
mne ade lenggang2 kangkung.
satu saat tlambat, bnyk nyawa yg bole tgadai.

so for dat, marilah kawan2ku yg tgh wat medic, kta blaja bsungguh2.
ramai org yg tgh menunggu khidmat kta, so kta wat yg tbaek okie.
ikhlaskan diri nk blaja, jgn sentiasa crik kelemahan org.
sbb 1 jari tunjuk kt org, ade 4 lg jari yg tunjuk kt kta.
be +ve, be consistent, be motivated.
insyaAllah kta sume bole :))

p/s bnyk gle mende nk kna cover, after 4ari ponteng cluz...warrrggghhhh :(