The world is beautiful~

if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me...

beautiful verse of song aite?

If we try just to be nice, then the world would be a better place. Yeah, if every1 thinks alike, it might be possible for us to achieve that. But what if we are not? The product is just like what we see in the world today. Do not need to go on a larger scale, things that happen in our communities are enough to prove that today, we are living together, but internally and spiritually, we are actually not.

Yup, its immoral for us not to respect ppl who are trying his best to squeeze his head all he could, to be able to make us understand about something. Manners between a student and an educator should be taken into considerations, although sometimes they are certain things that we know better than him. Always remember, there's always someone better than us, n nobody is the best because the word BEST is only valid for our Creator, Allah. So human beings like us will never be perfect and ideal. Its just that everyone is trying to be so close to the perfectness. In Islam, we learn about keberkatan, and now, I started to realize that keberkatan really plays a vital role to determine whether or not we are on the right track.

Alright, to be specific, after all the things that we have done from the 1st day in msu until today, I really feel like there is something needs to be fixed by the students and the lecturers. Yea its true that sometimes they are going beyond the limitations, but what's wrong wif giving opportunities, and looking back for that keberkatan? Lets forgive and forget, clear up all the revenges, and replenish our beautiful hearts, shall we???

***just an opinion from me ok :)

She's my idol~ :)

Spending one fabulous week in Kedah really gave me a thought that sometimes miracles do happen in our lives. But the miracles do not always come in a good way, once in a while it brings us to the wrong gate that leads to a devastating world. It happens when a wrong decision is made, but no one should be blamed for this because at times, we need to choose one of many roads that we ourselves do not know what is there waiting for us in the middle of the road, and whether it will end up with a misfortune or with a piece of luck.

I met my best friend, Nisrin during the very short holidays. I knew her since I was in primary school, and she is one of my idols who taught me many things about life, how it is not impossible for human beings like us to stand up and bring a success out of failure and hardship, even if its so hurting and stressful, even if people keep talking bad things about us, n even if every single thing that we do cannot satisfy others. What is important is to keep moving, strive for our goals n do not ever give up no matter how difficult things that we need to face.

She was born to be a miracle. She's not from a financially rich family, but her family is blessed wif happiness, even sometimes they need to struggle for a single piece of food to fill up their tummies. We grew up together, so I saw how she was educated to be a graceful and a successful person. I respect her in all aspects, especially the way she managed to help her family with their financial problems by using her own allowance, imagine she paid the house bills using her own money! To me that was so amazing. A ready-made baju kurung that costs RM10 is already enough for her, as long as her family is not starving and her siblings can get proper educations.

To Nisrin, you are a true warrior. You made me realise that nothing is impossible in our lives. Doors to success are always open, its just that we need to work hard and do lots of sacrifice, plus with prayers and a good human- Creator relationship, InsyaAllah blessings and fortunes will always be wif us. Congratulations for making another good step in ur life, majoring in Physics. My prayer will always be wif u, fwen. Best friends 4eve~ :)

Now wut?????????????????!!!

hehe...rasanye sume org da taw knape sy epy sgt..kan3???
ermmm bkn epy sgt la, at lez epy sket..SBB EXAM DA ABES~!!!
walaupun x brapa dgn jayanya..hmmm :(

usaha daa, so skang ne doa n tawakal jela.
juz follow HIS flow, as HE knows what's the best 4 us.
kalo da ditakdirkan kna repeat, repeat jela..huhu
walaupun dlm ati xnakkkkk :(


yg pntg skang ne, ENJOYYYYY!!!
yeah, b4 da nightmares n dreamscapes of da new semester come.
So, I have made a things-to-do list during diz so called 'holidays',
n here it is :)

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Start writing an essay 4 a contest, in conjunction wif diz coming Father's Day. The winner will be awarded RM100, not dat rewarding, but it's enough to grant my tummy's wish to be filled up wif pancakes. :D n at lez writing can make me feel a bit more relieved, hope so.... :)


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Then it comes to the most exciting journey back to my hometown, KULIM!!! yeaaaa...i really miss Kulim. Damn miss it~ :D Although some ppl call it a godforsaken town, I dun bloody care. Kulim is still in my heart~ (*___*)


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Watch a looooooooooooooooot of Korean movies. n wanna cry a lot too. hehe. Then only I know, Im still an alive human beings wif feelings n desires :) I've started downloading few movies, cant wait to watch them. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~


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Shopping~!!!!! errrr...cant comment much on diz~cuz its a long long story dat even I do not know the endpoint. hehe. juz wait n c keyh, yg pasti maaaaakkk, get ready la nk spend duit utk anak mak yang spendthrift sorg ne~ :D


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Nak bawak keta, n overcome the trauma. Walaupun ade lg prasaan takut tuh..hopefully kakak yg duduk kt sblah xtjerit2 bla keta mati tgh jln, r nk msuk longkang, r nk kne langgar lori r erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~(T_T)


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MAKAN dan MAKAN dan MAKAN n MAKAN to the power of 22~ :D
pastu TIDO dan TIDO dan TIDO n TIDO to the power of 16~


n the list goes on n on n ooooooon~

Tp....
Sempat ke nk wat sume niiii???
:D

The climb~

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on




Never give up, yanie
No matter how hard it is, u have to let go...
and move on~

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Airmata wanita~

Suatu hari, seorang anak bertanya kepada ibunya, "Ibu, mengapa ibu menangis?"
Ibunya menjawab, "Sebab ibu adalah perempuan, nak." "Saya tidak mengerti ibu," kata si anak. Ibunya hanya tersenyum dan memeluknya erat. "Nak, kau memang tak akan mengerti…"

Kemudian si anak bertanya kepada ayahnya. "Ayah, mengapa ibu menangis?" "Ibumu menangis tanpa sebab yang jelas," sang ayah menjawab. "Semua perempuan memang sering menangis tanpa alasan."

Si anak membesar menjadi remaja, dan dia tetap terus bertanya-tanya, mengapa perempuan menangis? Hingga pada suatu malam, dia bermimpi dan bertanya kepada Tuhan, "Ya Allah, mengapa perempuan mudah menangis?" Dalam mimpinya dia merasa seolah-olah mendengar jawapannya:

"Saat Ku ciptakan wanita, Aku membuatnya menjadi sangat utama. Kuciptakan bahunya, agar mampu menahan seluruh beban dunia dan isinya, walaupun juga bahu itu harus cukup nyaman dan lembut untuk menahan kepala bayi yang sedang tertidur.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk dapat melahirkan bayi dari rahimnya, walau kerap berulangkali menerima cerca dari si bayi itu apabila dia telah membesar.

"Kuberikan keperkasaan yang akan membuatnya tetap bertahan, pantang menyerah saat semua orang sudah putus asa.

"Ku berikan kesabaran jiwa untuk merawat keluarganya walau dia sendiri letih, walau sakit, walau penat, tanpa berkeluh kesah.

"Kuberikan wanita perasaan peka dan kasih sayang untuk mencintai semua anaknya dalam apa jua keadaan dan situasi. Walau acapkali anak-anaknya itu melukai perasaan dan hatinya. Perasaan ini pula yang akan memberikan kehangatan pada anak- anak yang mengantuk menahan lelap. Sentuhan inilah yang akan memberikan kenyamanan saat didakap dengan lembut olehnya.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk membimbing suaminya melalui masa-masa sukar dan menjadi pelindung baginya. Sebab bukannya tulang rusuk yang melindungi setiap hati dan jantung agar tak terkoyak.

"Kuberikan kepadanya kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan untuk memberikan pengertian dan menyedarkan bahawa suami yang baik adalah yang tidak pernah melukai isterinya. Walau seringkali pula kebijaksanaan itu akan menguji setiap kesetiaan yang diberikan kepada suami agar tetap berdiri sejajar, saling melengkapi dan saling menyayangi.

"Dan akhirnya, Kuberikan wanita air mata, agar dapat mencurahkan perasaannya. Inilah yang khusus kepada wanita, agar dapat dia gunakan bila-bila masa pun dia inginkan. Ini bukan kelemahan bagi wanita, kerana sebenarnya air mata ini adalah "air mata kehidupan."

Adapted from iluvislam.com






~Menangis xsemestinya lemah...kan3???

Izyani VS Yon~

Yon n I are betting on who will get a better result in our AS examinations.

Since he's not taking Biology, its not counted..hehe.. The point here is, who will win??? hehe..lets just wait n c keyh..

To Yon,
Better start to save your money k. Im gonna m8 sure i'll win the bet AGAIN k. AGAIN bcoz we did the same thing during SPM n I won~!! (haha..saja aku nk habaq ni yon :P) n since naufal is coming back, the cost will double (r triple bcoz he eats a lot.. :P) so elaun petronas tu jimat2 la sket ye.hehe.. n i've been searching for dishes dkt TGI Friday's.. I'll EAT ALL OF THEM n u gonna PAY..
yes, DEAL?? haha.. (~evil laugh~)


hurm..nk mkn ape ye???


Ok, 1stly aku nk mkn ne...



den da mkn bnyk2 kna la minum plak kan.. buy me this two glasses of drink :D

da minum smbung mkn balik..lalalala~diz one looks delicious :)

erkkkk...knygnye..tp, nak jugak mkn lg..yon order yg ne plzzzz~ ;)

alaa...kt cni xde seafood ke??eh2 ade shrimp la..nakkkk3~ :P

kk, yg ni laz keyh..hehe..its time for some deserts~!!!


waaaaa..knygnye..hehe...
ok2 daa, nasrun syafiq b anas bakhtiar, sila bayar utk sume d atas k.. *wink*
haha..apa lg yon?p study kimia cpt..
r not suma ne akan jd kenyataan..
hahahahahahahahahahaha (another evil laugh)



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p/s : bkn overconfident, diz is wut we call self-motivation k.. :D

wazzup next??

Today i finished my 5th examination paper.
6 papers left.
approximately 14 days to go.
yeah exam time really give me a crack in my head.
tired of having butterfly hitting and kicking inside my tummy.

feeling exhausted gasping for extra air to breathe after digging out mistakes due to a sort of never- ending reasons.
= KILLING ME, somehow

i wanna be a doctor without having to face any exams. CAN I??

Appreciate what we hve~

I came across this video last night, n I feel so amazed with what happened to this guy. His name is James Maki. Pity him, he faced a massive challenge in his life after suffering horrific injuries when he fell on a live subway rail. Ashamed with his look, he isolated himself for few years, trying to avoid any form of interactions wif his communities. The incident took away his looks, n also his self- confidence.

After few years, a woman with a benevolent heart agreed to donate his dead hubby's face to James, n this is the new beginning of his life. His new appearance, eventhough is not as perfect as what he had before the incident, really makes him feels delighted n grateful. He can't wait to start his life over again, continue living with purposes n dreams.

His story really makes my brain working tremendously, thinking about the power of God over n over again. Human beings sometimes r too forgetful. We will not be grateful with the precious things that we are blessed with, until we lose them. We are poured with so many kinds of blessings; perfect senses n brain to see, listen, touch, smell, taste n think, but we never appreciate their existences, not even realising that they are there, 24/7 working days n nights to make us feel normal n alive.

What if 1 day all of them are gone???

A horrible life is awaiting isn't it??

wuuuuu...takuuuutnyeeee...

Esok xm, tp still nk blogging. haha. blogging is totally addictive, cant deny dat.

erm Im juz finished reading a chapter of La Tahzan, insaf kejap after bca 1 story.


Its about a bus driver yg tgh bwk bas n dlm bas tu ada rmai passengers.
Suddenly driver tu stopkan bas kt tgh2 hutan n sume org heran.
So diorg pun tny la, nape stopkan bas kt situ?
driver tu pon ckp, "laaa tu, ade org nk naik kan. tunggu la kejap"
Suma org pandang belakang, tp xnmpak sape2 pun.
Pelik. driver ne xbtol ke?
tunggu pnya tunggu, las2 sorg passenger ni ckp,
"kita tunggu sape ne??xde org nak naik pun la"
den driver tu jwb, "kejap2, tu haa da naik da 2org tu"
sume org kelu. heran. ajaib. sume org xnmpk sape2 pon naik bas tu, n driver tu acts like ada org tgh byar duit nk byar tambang bas. huh?!
tiba2, blum smpat bas tu jln, driver tu nazak n mati tkejut tduduk dkt seat dia tu..
phamlah suma org, yg driver tu nmpk rupa2nya 'sumbody'
who knows, mayb malaikat Izrail r makhluk ghaib yg mmg menanti2kan sakaratul maut mnusia...

Insaf.

takut nk bdepan dgn kematian. itu cara driver bas tu mati.
ada bnyk lagi cra lain kan.
n we'll never know how, where n wen we'll end up our life.
da ckup ke phala?da btaubat ke?
hmmm...sumtimes feel like kta ne bnyk lbeykan life on earth rather than life after death kan?
bkn khusyuk solat r wat amalan yg baik2, tp khusyuk nk crik harta bnda.
pdhal msuk kubo, sume pkai kain kapan je. dok dlm keranda kayu.
xde pon yg pkai rntai emas ke, bju fesyen2 ke, keranda titanium ke.
sume sama je, kaya r miskin, cantik r hodoh, laz2 end up dlm tanah.
yg nk membezakan seseorg dgn yg lain, adalah amalan.
xde pon malaikat nk tnya, dlm bank ko ade bpe juta??
spm dlu ko dpt bpe A? ko pkai bju brand ape dlu?
hurmm...so, dlm nk mngejar kejayaan dunia, we shouldnt 4get.
dat our life here is not permanent.
bila da smpai ajal, we need to leave everything we have.
bwk dosa n phala je. so we hve to be prepared.
who knows, 2morrow would b our turn???

takuuuuuuuuuut~ :(

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