Hepy Belated Father's Day~

You are my hero, Dad

You're my secure foundation.
When I think of you, I'm filled with love
And fond appreciation.
You make me feel protected;
I'm sheltered by your care.
You're always my true friend;
When I need you, you're always there.
You have a place of honor
Deep within my heart.
You've been my superhero, Dad,
Right from the very start.

Your wisdom and knowledge have shown me the way,
And I'm thankful for you as I live day by day.
I don't tell you enough how important you are,
In my universe you're a bright shining star.

Ur my cutest-coolest-best daddy, 4eve :)
Sayaaaaaaang abah~
Hepi father's day :D

Now wut?????????????????!!!

hehe...rasanye sume org da taw knape sy epy sgt..kan3???
ermmm bkn epy sgt la, at lez epy sket..SBB EXAM DA ABES~!!!
walaupun x brapa dgn jayanya..hmmm :(

usaha daa, so skang ne doa n tawakal jela.
juz follow HIS flow, as HE knows what's the best 4 us.
kalo da ditakdirkan kna repeat, repeat jela..huhu
walaupun dlm ati xnakkkkk :(


yg pntg skang ne, ENJOYYYYY!!!
yeah, b4 da nightmares n dreamscapes of da new semester come.
So, I have made a things-to-do list during diz so called 'holidays',
n here it is :)

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Start writing an essay 4 a contest, in conjunction wif diz coming Father's Day. The winner will be awarded RM100, not dat rewarding, but it's enough to grant my tummy's wish to be filled up wif pancakes. :D n at lez writing can make me feel a bit more relieved, hope so.... :)


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Then it comes to the most exciting journey back to my hometown, KULIM!!! yeaaaa...i really miss Kulim. Damn miss it~ :D Although some ppl call it a godforsaken town, I dun bloody care. Kulim is still in my heart~ (*___*)


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Watch a looooooooooooooooot of Korean movies. n wanna cry a lot too. hehe. Then only I know, Im still an alive human beings wif feelings n desires :) I've started downloading few movies, cant wait to watch them. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~


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Shopping~!!!!! errrr...cant comment much on diz~cuz its a long long story dat even I do not know the endpoint. hehe. juz wait n c keyh, yg pasti maaaaakkk, get ready la nk spend duit utk anak mak yang spendthrift sorg ne~ :D


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Nak bawak keta, n overcome the trauma. Walaupun ade lg prasaan takut tuh..hopefully kakak yg duduk kt sblah xtjerit2 bla keta mati tgh jln, r nk msuk longkang, r nk kne langgar lori r erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~(T_T)


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MAKAN dan MAKAN dan MAKAN n MAKAN to the power of 22~ :D
pastu TIDO dan TIDO dan TIDO n TIDO to the power of 16~


n the list goes on n on n ooooooon~

Tp....
Sempat ke nk wat sume niiii???
:D

yeaaaaaay~!!!!

hehe..saje nk gtaw..sy tgh hepi ne..knape??sbaaaaaaaaaaaaaab~~~
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MAK ngn ABAH nk dtg next week!!!
yeye! lompat. lompat. lompat lgiiiiiiiiiii~
da dkt 4bulan xjumpak taaaaw???winduuuuuu3~~ :D



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To Mak~

Thanks 4 everything~
Thanks 4 being such a great doc to me, curing all my pains...
Always trying to give me some hopes, to cheer me up...
I noe u love nagging, n I love it too...
So whenever we fight, we'll be like an ayam n itik...
But i realise, my world turns dark without u, without a person I can call mak...
So sorry 4 alwez hurting u...Sorry 4 my words that can make u cry~
I'm changing myself into a better person~
N 4 dat i need ur prayers 2 alwez b wif me...
n i need u to alwez b right by my side....
Ana sayang mak~ :)

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Kepulangan yg dinanti~ :)

IM BACK~!!!!!

Hehe...It's been a long journey back to Shah Alam from my hometown...
n im writing this in middle of the way when I feel soooooo excited to write!! heeee~ :D
Well, i had a great time standing on the land where lots of miracles had happened throughout my life journey..This is where i learnt the wonderful meaning of the four-letter word, L.I.F.E.
n I thank God for choosing me to walk on this astonishing pathway of life...

So, after 3 months being an 'anak perantauan' , I felt so eager to get back home n meet my dearest family...heeee~








:: Getting ready~ :D









Alrite...so, nk dijadikan cte..
Izyani adalah seorang manusia yg tlah di'curse' oleh bas awam...huhu :(
Well, I really have troubles when boarding a bus...lots of unexpected incidents happen before, during or after taking a bus to ANY destination...I MEAN ANY~!!
I was chased out of the bus for having the wrong ticket, last year..
And this time, I almost miss the bus~!!!
This was how it happened...The boarding time written on the bus was 9.45 p.m., n I got there at 9.00pm, quite early since me n mira havent take our dinner yet. So around 9.35, we went to the terminal to find out that there were no bus!!!! OK2, IZYANI MASIH LAGI COOL EVEN SHE WAS YELLING N MUMBLING TO HERSELF "maakkkkk~ nakk balikkkkk!!!"...
Then Mira n I went to the counter to figure out what actually happened, n I was bloody shocked when the ticket girl said

" Ya Allah, nape lambat sgt ne dikkkk????"

Again I looked at my watch, it was 9.40pm...N again I checked my ticket, YEAAA I'm not wrong, the time written there was 9.45pm...So I asked the girl "Kami yang lewat ke bas tu yg jln awal ne kak???" The girl looked at my ticket, n she noticed that she's the one who should be responsible 4 the bus leaving without ME!! The bus schedule had changed act, but she was still using the old one, and what happened??MY NERVES GOT REALLY MAD n ape lagi,,,, oestrogen dan progestrone pooon rise up dgn mendadaknye...MY BP PUN DAH NAEK (ayat mdm simran..hehe)







:: Slumber je dok cndle light dinner pdahal da kna tinggal ngn bas...adeiiii~







Luckily the bus company was responsible enough to ask the bus to WAIT FOR US...hehe...I am proud to say that the bus, the driver and all the passengers waited for the 2 left behind VVIPs for almost 1 hour n I can feel the heated carbon dioxide from everybody's breath once we got into the bus..sorry guys, naseb lerrr, saper suruh xtunggu???hoho..now I really feel like the bus is mine~!!!ngeeee~

kk, finished about the curse for now, I'll continue writing about it sometimes later...

So, back home, I realised that I couldn't help myself from eating excessively...hihi...
maybe its bcause I cant find any tasty food in shah alam, so feel like wanting to 'qada' eating all the delicia in my hometown.. :D
most impressively, I bought six chicken wings for only RM4~!!!
Oh my goodness, what in the world is cheaper than that?????

So, these are some the food that excitedly went inside my big tummy in that few days...hehe







:: Chicken rice with blackpepper CLAYPOT~














:: Nasik MINYAK kt uma knuri...heeee













:: Chicken CHOP~














n not forgetting~ IKAN TERMENUNG~!!! :D







daaaaaan bermacam2 lagi~hehe


I also went to SAINA to visit my two youngers, my sis n my bro...
Ohhh SAINA, still havent changed, still covered in purple...kui3 :P
Instead of the school, my bro is the one who has really changed, he's now a man in black n I think that he should really go for an effective whitening n slimming programmes...huhu...
n my sis, keep complaining about her failure in catching up the lessons...Imagine she got a red mark for her Pendidikan Islam???This should be a new record in our family then...
Still, I admire their spirits...Keep moving forward my lil sis n bro~!!!
I know they can manage to do it....just a matter of making a bigger n faster steps so that they can be closer to success...CHAIYOKKK~!!! :D


















Not forgetting, my grandparents...
Well, I went to my village, n I had a wonderful night there...
Sadly, my grandfather is not in the pink of health...after his heart problems, he is now suffering from some kidney stones which blocked his urinary bladder or something sekutu dgnnya, n as a result, he cant pee n need to wear the hanging bag n bcoz of that his movement is now too limited, plus his swollen leg that stops him from moving comfortably. N his Alzheimer disease is also getting worse day by day, he cant even recognise me :(
If only I am a doctor now, I'll do anything I can to make him recover, or at least to reduce his pain...huhu...but as naufal always say, the word IF will never change anything...Its just a fantasy not a reality, n its just an IF which does not justify anything~so what can I do now is PRAYING...n I hope all of you will do so, too... (T_T)

n my grandmother, still looking good....she even cooked me my favourite sambal ikan termenung~!!!yummmmy~ just so3 delicious..hehe...

mak n abah....hehe
here's the interesting part...
Both of them r being so emo bout da PPSMI thingy.... My mum became even more emo when our edu minister strictly said that PPSMI will remain in our education system.... I tink that I should talk about this in detail in my next post...hehe...Apart from that, mak is now so happy losing her weight after going for a slimming programme... she's so excited wearing pants, knowing that her thigh is becoming thinner n thinner... ahha
My dad, still the coolest dad ever...On our way to Saina, he was willing to stop the car n let me catch few photos of paddy field to be shown to my friends who really wanna see paddy..haha
So here are some of the photos :







:: Itu namanye PADI ye kwn2...haha :P














:: n dat is the mesin kepada padi~ngeee~









hehe...thanks mak...thanks abah...thanks 4 everything~
n since I know ur reading this, let me announce to the whole world that your the best parents in this universe, ur the greatest GIFT from the God to me~
Thanks 4 your love, ur care n ur guidance...
I'll do anything I can to make you happy, insyaAllah..

I really, totally n sincerely love you, mak n abah.... :)







:: Abahku yg MACHO~ :D














:: n mak yg cunnnnyeeeerr~ heeee~ :D











So, after 4 days staying happily at home, its time to go back.... :(

Back to MAIS means back to study~huhu....

Home Sweet Home~!!!

Well, i'll be back to my beloved techno city of Kulim (hehe...dgn pnuh riaknye) in 2 weeks time....Juz cant wait 4 dat fortnight 2 come~hehe...after soooo long breathing in n out the polluted air from Shah Alam, finally dpt balik jugaaakkk....yeaaaayyy!!!!at least my lungs can dance happily sikit la sbb dpt fresh air kan...huhu...it's not dat Im being a kacang lupakan kulit (nuts forgetting its skin in english isnt it??haha :P), but den im giving myself sumtimes to really feel wut studying far away from family is all about...n im also turning myself into a better family member...n I discovered dat now i started being more n more caring towards my lil bro n sis...I called them almost everyday which is a weird thing 2 them...yeaa rite, they always tot dat im actually a
CRUEL MONSTER rather den a human being~ :P

I miss them...i love them...Yeah im da one who always bring chaos to the fmly but behind dat, im da one who miss them every part of a second...adoiii ne yg nk sedey plak ne...huhu...wuteve it is, im happy to have them in my life...
I LOVE THEM... :)

Soooo,blek ne nk watpe ek??1st of all, mst la nk visit paddy field kt kampung kn..hehe...it reminds me of my kiddos life when I was playing der, looking 4 fish n prawn...I was crazy over ikan sepat during those days....cuteeee gle...I still remember when I got a superlarge sepat n I decided to hide it from my grandma (or I call her tok) cuz Im sure she's going to melaukkan ikan tuuu if she found it...soo time tu my grandpa (n he is wan) suruh bela ikan sepat tu in a well behind his house...So dat ikan was my boyfriend during dat time n was simply so crazy n angau over it...But den, He's da one who decides everything, my fish died 1 year after that...


sdey gle smpai lebam mata den tanak g skola... majok~ :'(


Den talking bout my life when I was living wif my grandparents, der was an incident dat I cant forget till now...One beautiful day, I was on da bus going back from school to my grandparents' house...What happened was dat ade la sorg mamat ne, I called him strawberi sbb name die sobri (now he's a fatty oredi :P)...n he called me buah kana since my name is farhana...biase la bdak2 kcik, bile da smpai uma tu I was walking happily la nk turun bas...suddenly~


baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang~!!!!!





ehh...mne pulak buah kana ne???tetiba jeee ilang....taw la sonok pon nk blek uma, tp xkan jd halimunan cmtuuuu je??? sume heran~



tetiba nmpk ade satu makhluk kt bwh....ingtkan alien daaa~




Ohhhh nooooo~ntah bile plak la buah kana wat sujud syukur kt atas tanah tu....adeiiii....
PAINFUL CRASH~
mcm kapal terbang terhempas plak rsanya...huhu
rupa2nye....



si strawberi tlah mnolak si buah kana jatuh hingga termakan tanah...*dushhh*




eeeeeeeeeeee naseb baek la im still alive taw x????If not I'll be da most cruel ghost in this entire universe n kacoooo him everynite n every day..tarik die msuk dlm black hole x pon sumbat je dlm kawah kt bulan... haaaa....

n after dat my grandma got really mad and attacked him at his house, wif her machine gun n nuclear bomb...padan muke!!!!n pastuuu tobat da la dieeee...hehe...


I miss them...I miss all those moments damned much...If only I can reverse the time....huhu...
I was so lucky having a chance to grow up in a village, bcoz da life is totally different wif those who grew up in metropolis r megalopolis...PEACEFUL!!Fruit season was da most exciting time for me cuz we had a dusun n during this time my cousins n I will sleep in a small hut made by my grandpa, waiting 4 da fruits 2 fall down...



bile bunyi jeee durian gugur,sume LARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!
sape dpt dluuuuu??? heeeee~shaye laaaa.... :)


thanks tok...thanks wan...u've been a great teacher to me, apart from mak n abah....u taught me a lot, those r da things dat I couldn't find anywhere else...
I LOVE YOU BOTH~







::: From the left: abah, adi, wan, abg, tok n mak... :)

















::: Tok yg syomel~!!









NAK BALIK KEDAH~!!!!! yeppppiiiiii!!! :)

KEDAH HERE I COMEEEEE~!!!!