IT'S A FAIRYTALE

alrite, i really feel like writing now..haha..after about 2months dkt rumah, seriously i lost my writing skills..TP, ada skills lain yg smakin btambah..ahha..skills memasak n mengasuh baby..kui3

sume impian utk keja time cuti terkubur cmtu je..ibarat yg dikejar xdpt, yg dikendong berciciran..lpas je abes a level kt msu, i got an offer to work in kuwait finance, tp xmo sbb nk jgak jd cikgu..bkak je skola, cikgu da rmai so tade tmpat kosong utk ku sumbat diriku..las2 jd suri rumah yg ditugaskan utk memasak n wat keje2 rumah..selain tu, perut smkin membusung sbb smbil msk smbil testing2..rsanya bkn testing2 da, sbb habes je msak dlm kuali lauk tinggal sparuh je..adehh~ selain tu, makcikku bru dpt baby kecik, so sumtimes tu kna la jgak mengasuh2..n dpt tmbah knowledge psal baby, baby kecik kentutnya sgt kuat, tp dun wery xbusuk pon sbb die minum susu je.. :D

dan cuti pon da hampir tamat..Alhamdulillah sume bjalan seperti yg dirancang, xlama lg da nk g india utk futher studies..but honestly im not really happy..sbb my besfren is not going together wif me :( we've shared a lot of memories staying in the same room during a-levels..she's a very good listener, n i really2 trust her..pndek kata,problem ku problem mu jua..chewahh..but its ok, i believe there is a better pathway awaiting, n she will excel in everything she does..who knows we might work in the same place in the future aite?apepun, never give up k fren, my prayer will always be wif u.. :)

so, procedure nk ke india bknlah sesuatu yg mudah..bnyk rintangan yg perlu diredah..huhu...lpas a-levels yg plg mencabar jasmani n nurani kt msu, d next stage is proses medical checkup, buat visa, btn n habeskan duit parents beribu2 utk bli brg and wat payment tu la ni la..injection for hepatitis pon da rm160.. adeh~

time medical checkup tu yg plg besh..selain hbeskan darah utk dijadikan spesimen, doc tu jgak ada bg advice sket..so kwn2 ku yg nk jd doc jgak, ingt psanan ni..from d beginning ni kan, kta da kna set in our mind bidang ape kta nk amek nnt..den time blaja doc tu ckp 'kunyah smpai lumat' ape yg lect aja, n gve full attention on part2 yg kta minat tu..study smpai tmuntah2 pon xpe die ckp..kalo minat tgn, nnt amek tgn mayat den bwk balik bilik n study pon xpe..haha..seram gle kot..sbb den only u'll handle all cases very well bla da keja nnt..insyaAllah sy akan ingt ye doc..kagum dgn smngt dia tu, pulses pon naek dgn mendadaknye..smpai doc tu pon pelik, knape nadi u laju sgt eh??haha..zzzz

n menceritakan pengalaman wat visa 2 3 hri lpas..mula2 smpai dkt high commision india, rsa mcm da smpai kt india sbb tmpt tu mmg pnuh dgn org india..dgn fragrance2 yg sgt menarik, waaa heaven btol la..haha..plg menyayat hati, susa pyah g tmpt tu, naek bas turun bas, naek tren turun tren, jus utk dptkan satu tndatangan dr org kt situ..den kna bwk dokumen2 suma tu kt visa cntre d masjid jamek..n tmbh menyayat hati, org2 yg keja kt situ mmg tade manners langsung..ckp men lpas je, nk tinggi suara kt customer pon ske2 hati je..alkisah, haritu jumpak membe2 la kt visa centre tu..den borg2 tu bole disubmit in group..den dia tnya, u'll collect in group kan?den i said no la sbb mmg pegi pon asing2, n she yelled at me and said, u'll collect separately den submit pon kna separate la..ok fine, kalo xbole pon ckp la molek2 sket kan..how i noe suma procedure2 kt situ..da la its my first time pegi wat visa sniri..xpyh la nk tinggikan suara tu..ok miss?da la lpas tu org call tnya office hour pon nk mara2.. :(

naseb lpas tu dpt pekena laksa penang kt midvalley, hilang sume geram2..haha..so fren, u shud try laksa kt garden cafe dlm jusco kt midvalley..mmg tu laksa yg paling sdap in d world..harap2 kt india nnt ada laksa cmtu jgak..huhu

n kepada kawan2 suma, my flight will be on friday, 12th march, pkul 2155..so d kesempatan ni, nk mintak maaf bnyk2 dr hujung rmbut smpai hujung kaki, kalo ada salah silap kt mna2..mna la taw pegi xkembali kan..n kpd geng2 kedah, jemput mai uma 5 mac ni, ada knuri kecik2 je, utk jumpak kawan2 lama..hehe..so fren, hve a happy day! :D

huhu..ngeri btol dnga cter accident bas dua tngkt kt Ipoh tu kan..rsa takot nk nek bas da..naseb la da xpyh ulang-alik g shah alam da skang ni..niat nk btenggek kt uma makcik kt kl tpaksa dibatalkan sbb takot da nk naek bas..sob3 :(

hurm tp tu la kan..kalo da ajal, xkra naek bas ka, lori ayam ka, keta beso2 ka, kalo da smpai msa bnda akan jd jgak kan..tua r muda, kaya r miskin, things happen sooo unexpectedly..Tuhan nk uji stakat mna kta redha ngn Qada' n QadarNya.

Tp kepada pemandu bs yg mengntuk time tgh drive bas Sani tu (dgn harapan dia bca blog ak la..haha :P), tlg la peka dgn keadaan anda semasa driving..mslhnya anda mbwa 48 nyawa, bkn sorg2 je..kalo da ngntok tu jgn la nk strong kn diri bwk jgak bas tu..sekuat2 mnsia dia perlu rehat yg ckup, bru la ble fokus..pk sal keselamatan pnumpang jgak..taw?

n to my fwen, ana yg dlm bas tu jgak, mst trauma kan experienced nitemare yg mcm tu..Alhamdulillah ana xcedera sb dia kt tingkat atas bas..n kpd keluarga mangsa2 yang meninggal, smoga sabar hadapi dugaan besar cmni..semoga sume arwah2 ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg soleh..aminnn~