IT'S A FAIRYTALE

my new blog~

2010-03-31T23:07:00.002+08:00

im writing in a new blog. do follow me okay!

chikoomilkshake.blogspot.com

actually i cant think of a good name for my new blog. since chikoo milk shake is d best juice in india, hentam jela wat link eh..haha..enjoy! :D

manipal oo manipal~

2010-02-20T10:58:00.002+08:00

alrite, i really feel like writing now..haha..after about 2months dkt rumah, seriously i lost my writing skills..TP, ada skills lain yg smakin btambah..ahha..skills memasak n mengasuh baby..kui3

sume impian utk keja time cuti terkubur cmtu je..ibarat yg dikejar xdpt, yg dikendong berciciran..lpas je abes a level kt msu, i got an offer to work in kuwait finance, tp xmo sbb nk jgak jd cikgu..bkak je skola, cikgu da rmai so tade tmpat kosong utk ku sumbat diriku..las2 jd suri rumah yg ditugaskan utk memasak n wat keje2 rumah..selain tu, perut smkin membusung sbb smbil msk smbil testing2..rsanya bkn testing2 da, sbb habes je msak dlm kuali lauk tinggal sparuh je..adehh~ selain tu, makcikku bru dpt baby kecik, so sumtimes tu kna la jgak mengasuh2..n dpt tmbah knowledge psal baby, baby kecik kentutnya sgt kuat, tp dun wery xbusuk pon sbb die minum susu je.. :D

dan cuti pon da hampir tamat..Alhamdulillah sume bjalan seperti yg dirancang, xlama lg da nk g india utk futher studies..but honestly im not really happy..sbb my besfren is not going together wif me :( we've shared a lot of memories staying in the same room during a-levels..she's a very good listener, n i really2 trust her..pndek kata,problem ku problem mu jua..chewahh..but its ok, i believe there is a better pathway awaiting, n she will excel in everything she does..who knows we might work in the same place in the future aite?apepun, never give up k fren, my prayer will always be wif u.. :)

so, procedure nk ke india bknlah sesuatu yg mudah..bnyk rintangan yg perlu diredah..huhu...lpas a-levels yg plg mencabar jasmani n nurani kt msu, d next stage is proses medical checkup, buat visa, btn n habeskan duit parents beribu2 utk bli brg and wat payment tu la ni la..injection for hepatitis pon da rm160.. adeh~

time medical checkup tu yg plg besh..selain hbeskan darah utk dijadikan spesimen, doc tu jgak ada bg advice sket..so kwn2 ku yg nk jd doc jgak, ingt psanan ni..from d beginning ni kan, kta da kna set in our mind bidang ape kta nk amek nnt..den time blaja doc tu ckp 'kunyah smpai lumat' ape yg lect aja, n gve full attention on part2 yg kta minat tu..study smpai tmuntah2 pon xpe die ckp..kalo minat tgn, nnt amek tgn mayat den bwk balik bilik n study pon xpe..haha..seram gle kot..sbb den only u'll handle all cases very well bla da keja nnt..insyaAllah sy akan ingt ye doc..kagum dgn smngt dia tu, pulses pon naek dgn mendadaknye..smpai doc tu pon pelik, knape nadi u laju sgt eh??haha..zzzz

n menceritakan pengalaman wat visa 2 3 hri lpas..mula2 smpai dkt high commision india, rsa mcm da smpai kt india sbb tmpt tu mmg pnuh dgn org india..dgn fragrance2 yg sgt menarik, waaa heaven btol la..haha..plg menyayat hati, susa pyah g tmpt tu, naek bas turun bas, naek tren turun tren, jus utk dptkan satu tndatangan dr org kt situ..den kna bwk dokumen2 suma tu kt visa cntre d masjid jamek..n tmbh menyayat hati, org2 yg keja kt situ mmg tade manners langsung..ckp men lpas je, nk tinggi suara kt customer pon ske2 hati je..alkisah, haritu jumpak membe2 la kt visa centre tu..den borg2 tu bole disubmit in group..den dia tnya, u'll collect in group kan?den i said no la sbb mmg pegi pon asing2, n she yelled at me and said, u'll collect separately den submit pon kna separate la..ok fine, kalo xbole pon ckp la molek2 sket kan..how i noe suma procedure2 kt situ..da la its my first time pegi wat visa sniri..xpyh la nk tinggikan suara tu..ok miss?da la lpas tu org call tnya office hour pon nk mara2.. :(

naseb lpas tu dpt pekena laksa penang kt midvalley, hilang sume geram2..haha..so fren, u shud try laksa kt garden cafe dlm jusco kt midvalley..mmg tu laksa yg paling sdap in d world..harap2 kt india nnt ada laksa cmtu jgak..huhu

n kepada kawan2 suma, my flight will be on friday, 12th march, pkul 2155..so d kesempatan ni, nk mintak maaf bnyk2 dr hujung rmbut smpai hujung kaki, kalo ada salah silap kt mna2..mna la taw pegi xkembali kan..n kpd geng2 kedah, jemput mai uma 5 mac ni, ada knuri kecik2 je, utk jumpak kawan2 lama..hehe..so fren, hve a happy day! :D

:)

2010-02-15T19:26:00.001+08:00

back to blogging shortly...
stay tune~ :D

nitemare~

2009-12-27T18:42:00.003+08:00

huhu..ngeri btol dnga cter accident bas dua tngkt kt Ipoh tu kan..rsa takot nk nek bas da..naseb la da xpyh ulang-alik g shah alam da skang ni..niat nk btenggek kt uma makcik kt kl tpaksa dibatalkan sbb takot da nk naek bas..sob3 :(

hurm tp tu la kan..kalo da ajal, xkra naek bas ka, lori ayam ka, keta beso2 ka, kalo da smpai msa bnda akan jd jgak kan..tua r muda, kaya r miskin, things happen sooo unexpectedly..Tuhan nk uji stakat mna kta redha ngn Qada' n QadarNya.

Tp kepada pemandu bs yg mengntuk time tgh drive bas Sani tu (dgn harapan dia bca blog ak la..haha :P), tlg la peka dgn keadaan anda semasa driving..mslhnya anda mbwa 48 nyawa, bkn sorg2 je..kalo da ngntok tu jgn la nk strong kn diri bwk jgak bas tu..sekuat2 mnsia dia perlu rehat yg ckup, bru la ble fokus..pk sal keselamatan pnumpang jgak..taw?

n to my fwen, ana yg dlm bas tu jgak, mst trauma kan experienced nitemare yg mcm tu..Alhamdulillah ana xcedera sb dia kt tingkat atas bas..n kpd keluarga mangsa2 yang meninggal, smoga sabar hadapi dugaan besar cmni..semoga sume arwah2 ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg soleh..aminnn~

homestay

2009-12-04T18:23:00.002+08:00

launching my family's new project, our new homestay..
hehe..n saya sebagai promoter xbertauliah nk pomotekn kt kwn2 sume..

www.dmelatihomestay.blogspot.com

kalo tingin nk mkn2 angin kt kulim ni bule la menginap kt cni ye..hehe
special discount kpd membe2 sume :P

coming back sooner r later~ :))

2009-10-20T08:48:00.009+08:00

i'll be back after my A2 level exam, the very final exam of the year n of my life in MSU. For d time being, i really need to gve full attention to my life agenda, making my way to Manipal. I'll be updating my blog after 17/11, the day when I can smell d fragrance from d heaven (since i'll be freed from MSU's spells :P)
n i'll be writing wif a new breath..hehe :)
i've dcided not to work in KL, but to work in my hometown s a teacher, teaching spastic children. n of coz there'll be lots of stories to tell when I start my first day of being a teacher..tunggu la ye ;)

n to my dear friends in MSU, good luck for A2..
i believe that every 1 can fly, n make our wishes come true..
lets struggle n do our bestest!!! :D

masih merangkak...

2009-10-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

Kambing biri2 klon da nk fly g india~
T.T
i pray for ur happiness k dear~
n ur wounds will heal soon, trust me..
always remember dat u deserve a better person :)
nnt kte jumpe kt india k..
gonna miss u like gila2 too~

hmm..mr egypt pon da nk fly balikk..
pasni tade da org nk bwk g jenjalan..
nk mkn roasted chicken manyak2 lg~
sob3 :(

di kala sume org fly, aku masih crawling d cni..
mcari sayap utk fly jugakk~
harap2 dpt ketemu dgn sayap tuuu...
amiiin~

d hari rayaaaaa~ :D

2009-09-27T11:15:00.011+08:00

alahai..cuti sminggu da abes daa.. pasni lg sbulan kt cni, pastu :D :D :D ~ tammat la kontrak ngn university 'terbilang'.. :P tp nk abeskan sbulan tu aiyoyoyo sgt lah tough yg xterhingga.. silibus A2 pon lom abes lg----> A2 hanya tinggal sbln cissss... sgtlah xtahu ape2 cmne la nk amek exam ni..aduiyaaiii

TP!!!!!
apa nk buat tyme cuti 3bulan ni telahpun di'plan' dgn rapi..hehe xcited yang amat la katakan..bkn sng nk dpt cuti lma2 neh.. spanjang dkt university of choice ni, cuti sekontot2 je.. tade pon smpai bbulan2.. pndek kata, org cuti kte g cluz, org g cluz kte g cluz.. naseb badan... :( erm perangkaan masa depan tyme cuti adalah sperti berikut :

1st choice : keje receptionist kt kuwait finance, atas ehsan makcik sniri.. salary up to rm2000
2nd choice : cikgu kanak2 istimewa kt skolah rndh, atas ehsan abah sniri..salary +-rm1000
3rd choice : bkak tution cntre kt kg, salary xbnyk tp dpt tlg anak bngsa..hehe
4th choice : jadi suri rumah, memandangkan pngetahuan yg sgtlah cetek dlm bidang memasak, perlu melakukan kerahan tenaga tlg mak msk kt uma, jga anak2..anak2 AYAM okie :P

hurm...so kawan2..apa agaknya yg saye perlu lakukan??sila komen ye :)

hurm n attached here adalah gamba2 raye..sonok pulang ke kg smpai xsmpat nk study ape2..hmm TP XPE! yg pntg hati snang dpt bergumbira bsama kluarga..hehe AND yang pasti, stlah balik ke bandar bnyk roundbout pusing2 niii, perlukan kekuatan mental utk dpt result trial yg smemangnya NTAH PAPE bkn trial yg ntah pape, kemalasan diri ni yg menjadikan situasi ntah pape tu..huhu

ENJOY DA PICCAS :D

mak ngn abah shweeeet~ :)

sanak saudara tgh layan sifu tongga..hak3

snyum palsu bebeno.. :P

adi cumey dgn pak ngah

nabil + mak + kakak + adi cumey

upin dan ipin versi rmbut kerinting..hehe..ni anak2 buah saye okie :D

malam bbq..20 ekor ayam abes licin dlm skelip mata..

bufday kezen..

bila la nk blek kdah lg :(

hve a blessful day~

2009-09-18T07:24:00.003+08:00

kpada sume kawan2, slamat hari raya diucapkan..
smoga rya taun ni sgt2 bmakna, esp to all bdk2 manipal..
hehe insyaAllah kta fly nex yer,
so diz will be da last hri rya kt msia..
so lets njoy it k~ nnt kta sebret rmai2 plak ye =)

AND, sorry 4 everything..
maafkan saye zahir n batin..
maaf tkasar bhasa tguris prasaan..
saye hnyalah insan yg lemah, tidak maksum tidak sempurna..
sntiasa cuba perbetulkan mna yg xkna :)

im writing diz while waiting 4 my makteh to come..
we r going back to kdah diz morning yipppeeeee~ :D
jemput la dtg uma ye kwn2 :))
hve a safe journey home k..
sayang awk2 sumeee~ (^^,)

zzzzzzz

2009-09-13T19:12:00.005+08:00

waaa for the 1st tyme i left my blog for sooo long.
i thought of never returning again, but sumtimes, i do feel like writing sumting, r not my head will be flooded wif loads of unnecessary items. that's how i can go nuts at times :P
AND, im thinking of writing a private blog for myself, it maybe more convenient to write about private things in a private blog..hehe
but of coz, im gonna wait until A2 is over, cuz time is really crucial for me rite now.
i really feel the tense of doing a compressed version of A2 level, where things dat a student normally studies for a year or at lez half a year, need to be covered within 3months time, and its half of half a year! *goshhhh*
and proudly saying, i suc** my pre-A2 trial n now only i started to realize that my head is still sooo empty, when i only hve a month left b4 the real xm.
"ohhhhhh simple things where hve you gone..im getting old n i need sumting to rely on~" :((
lalalalalalalalala...really got no idea. dunno wut to do.
application chem n phy really make me feel like an idiot who need at lez 10x to understand a simple thing. yet, 10x is still not enough for me to get the idea of wut im reading :(
terok kan???

n plus, rya da dkat n I still dun hve anything to wear.
dah tawaf satu shah alam, but still couldnt find a nice one to wear.
huhu..im feeling down~ :(

any1 wif HELP???

im back~ :)

2009-08-14T20:09:00.005+08:00

Akhirnya, stlah cuti yg agak pnjg, aku kmbali ke shah alam =)

wan Alhamdulillah da mkin chat, tp blum sdar spnuhnya.
n still perlukan bntuan pnafasan. InsyaAllah 2 3 ari lg da bole bgn n bcakap. amiin :)
thanks kpd suma yg bg smngt n tlg bca yassin n doa.
smoga Allah memberkati kalian sume :))

so,mcm2 pengalaman n pengajaran yg aku dpt spnjg kt kdah.
yg pasti, smngat aku utk jd doktor yg bjaye smakin bkobar2..
sedey kalo tgk keadaan kt hospital, kite kt luar hepi je, tp rmai org yg tgh tseksa n mderita kt dalam sane.
tmbah plak wan dlm icu, sume org yg dlm tu dlm keadaan kritikal n kronik, tiap2 ari ade je org mninggal.
spnjang aku kt hospital, ade 2org hamba Allah meninggal. dua2 kes h1n1, n mlibatkan pesakit kronik.
dlm emergency pnye unit plak, bratus2 org tgh tunggu giliran, sbb demam btuk2, simptom2 h1n1 la sume.
wabak ne da smakin truk nmpknye, nurse dlm icu tu ckp tiap2 ari ade je org yg sah +ve.
scary kan???

erm dlm icu, aku tgk la cmne doctor sume wat keje. ade sorg doc laki tu, die rawat wan.
dr wan mule2 msuk, die monitor every single pkembangan yg ade la.
so msa ari 1st tu, die ckp wan xde brain coordination. so, diorg takut brain dead sbb b4 dat wan kne stroke agak trok la.
den 2 3 ari pastu, kaki wan da mule gerak2. die hepi sgt2, die ckp kt tok 'maaaakkk ciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkk, tgk laaaaa pak cik dah gerakkkk2" dgn hepinye.
comel btol :) itu lah prasaan sorg doc bla tgk pesakit die smakin baik kan.
i cant wait to hve dat kind of feelings tu...hehe :)

n aku blaja satu je yg pntg utk jd doc yg bjaye, kte kna la ikhlas..
bkn sbb duit, bkn sbb nk uma r kete besa, tp btol2 sbb nk tolong org.
sume org kt hospital tu harapkan bntuan kta, so we hve to be very2 serious n wise in every dcision dat we hve to make.
ne soal hidup n mati org. soal nyawa yg mmg kta xbole bli dgn wang ringgit.
dan nk jadi doc, its all about sacrifice.
kalo xnak korbankan masa tdo, msa mkn, msa utk shopping n all dat,
itu bkn doc namenye.
mental n fizikal kne kuat. doc kt c2 jalan pon laju2.
mne ade lenggang2 kangkung.
satu saat tlambat, bnyk nyawa yg bole tgadai.

so for dat, marilah kawan2ku yg tgh wat medic, kta blaja bsungguh2.
ramai org yg tgh menunggu khidmat kta, so kta wat yg tbaek okie.
ikhlaskan diri nk blaja, jgn sentiasa crik kelemahan org.
sbb 1 jari tunjuk kt org, ade 4 lg jari yg tunjuk kt kta.
be +ve, be consistent, be motivated.
insyaAllah kta sume bole :))

p/s bnyk gle mende nk kna cover, after 4ari ponteng cluz...warrrggghhhh :(

(T_T)

2009-08-09T18:45:00.011+08:00

God must have a reason for putting me in diz kind of situation.

aku demam, 2ari tlantar atas katil, tdo slama 40 jam bermimpikan result AS.

sok result AS kuar, im juz hoping 4 the bez. smoga budak2 jpa dpt buat 1st record yg baek.

huhu..takot sgt2, tp bnda da lpas kan.

bak kta maya "Dont cry bcoz its over, smile bcoz it happened" =)

n now, my grandpa msuk ICU, suspected lung infection.

n da 2ari xsdarkan diri T_T

siesly ni satu tamparan hebat dlm hidupku.

sbb wan da bsarkan aku dr kecik smpai skang ni.

he's been a great playmate of mine.

n i made so many promises to him.

to t8 cre of him when I bcome a doctor,

buy him lots of shoes so that he's not gonna wear a worn out shoes nemore,

bring him to India for a trip, when im studying there.

Can u wait for me, wan??? T_T

im praying for ur quick recovery okei??

I'll be back to kedah tonite. mum juz told me dat its appropriate to come back now.

as his condition is getting worse.

God, plzz save him for me :(

to ppl out there, diz is not a way for me to escape from classes okei??

im not hepy wif diz.

but i really have to, coz my grandpa is like my soul.

he raised me up, waited for me in front of the school's gate everyday after school,

in his old kain pelikat riding his old motorbikes.

juz to make sure that I learn ABC and 123

i dun need to forget all dat juz bcoz im an A level student aite?

im dying when he's struggling for a life.

coz i really really damn love him.

geddit??????

H1N1 pandemics~ :(

2009-07-28T18:37:00.007+08:00

Shah Alam da jadi kwasan hitam sbb kes h1n1 yg smakin menular. huhu. takutnye bla dnga ade org2 terdekat yg da tkena pnyakit ni. ura2 plak msu da kna blacklist sbb ada org suspected positive h1n1. naseb baik btuk slsema sume da lega. kalo x silap2 haribulan terkena kuarantin skali la jwbnya. mmg la besh kalo dpt cuti sminggu. tp silibus bnyk lg nk kna abeskan. so better msu xtutup, r else extra cluz tiap2 minggu hri sbtu :(( kt msia da 3 org mati sbb pnyakit ni. rsa mcm xsafe sgt2. anytime bole tkna n rsa mcm bole ninggal ble2 msa je..huhuhu. smoga kta dijauhkan dr suma kesusahan n dpanjangkan umo~

"Health Minister Datuk Seri Liow Tiong Lai said the Malaysian man was reported to have died from severe pneumonia with multi-organ failure at 4.40pm on Monday after being treated for 10 days in a private hospital in Kuala Lumpur.

He said the victim had received oupatient treatments from several private clinics and hospitals since July 6 before being referred and admitted to the private hospital on July 18.

“In the ward, he was diagnosed to be suffering from diabetes mellitus and chest x-ray showed that he was also suffering from pneumonia,” he told reporters at the operations room at the Health Ministry here Tuesday.

Liow said the victim was transferred to the intensive care unit after having breathing difficulties and requiring ventilator.

He said when his condition deteriorated, a throat swab was taken on July 22 and he was confirmed to be H1N1 positive the following day.

“The swab was taken very late on July 22. Despite being in hospital, these three victims all died. They couldn’t be saved. Now we’ve found out that the treatment came to them very late. I’m very concerned.”

~THESTARONLINE

Ya Allah, jauhkanlah diriku, keluargaku dan rakan2ku dr ujian-Mu ini.

Kami berlindung di bawah pertolonganmu Ya Rabbi~

....Amin....

smiling from ear to ear~ :))

2009-07-26T20:26:00.006+08:00

hehe..its too complicated to be expressed by words.
juz let my smiles tell ya everything okei :))

thank u mr egypt, for all the magnificent gifts~ :D

mushroom diamond crystal. cntek sgt2 :D

baju pyramid..hehehe

my fevret spreading cheese~ :))

extra virgin olive oil to reduce risks of getting cardiovascular diseases..heeee

unta pdg pasir pooon adeee..hehe

n ne part yg plg touching..

PANCAKES! PANCAKES! PANCAKES!

lpas da lme terseksa tingin nk makan pancakes, akhirnya dpt jugak mkn..heee~
thank you so much for all these..
~dancing izyani~

:) :) :) :) :) :)

(*________*)

plzzz go away....

2009-07-19T12:56:00.006+08:00

I dont know why...

I feel completely lazy

n rather uninspired...

:(

ohh my dear spirits,

where hve u gone???

plzz come back fast

im dying without uuuuu...

n mr laziness,

plzzz go far far away

ur such a devil

who turns me into a fatty

FATTY N LAZY YANIE~

huk3 :((

lazy bones syndrome perhaps???

:'(

BLOW~

2009-07-18T19:49:00.008+08:00

After being recommended by ms amalina to watch this movie,

look at me now!

Im turning into....

A BIG NOT-SO-CRAZY FAN OF

~JOHNNY DEPP~

hihihi :) :)

Generally, the story was good. Lots of messages n values. N as usual, I've googled some of the memorable quotes in the story.

"Life passes most people by while they're making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime, I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost not enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent."

"Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on."

"May the wind always be at your back, and the sun always upon your face, and may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars."

Beautiful aite?? :D

In this story, George (Johnny Depp) is a greedy man, he never satisfied wif what he has, always looking for more, so he becomes a drug dealer. Being sentenced to jail never meant anything to him, in fact jail is a place for him to learn how to be a better drug dealer from the other prisoners. His father keeps reminding him that money isnt real, but he failed to understand what his father is trying to say, until he was caught for the 4th time, and being jailed for 60 years.

Yup its true dat money isnt real. We can buy big cars, massive houses, pretty clothes so on n so forth if we have money. But even if we possess an infinite amount of money, we cannot purchase any of these priceless items : LOVE>CARE>LIFE> These are the things that we can only get from being a neutral human being, not so greedy yet not so depending on fate to change everything. In the end, George regrets for what he had done, n he wished to have more time to be spent wif his family, but its too late.

moral of the story ~ always be grateful. think carefully before attempting to do anything illegal okei :)

Thumbs up! credits to johnny depp! :) :)

(*__________*)

hooorayyy!!

2009-07-17T19:39:00.011+08:00

Its weekends~~~~~
n weekends mean sleep~!!!! (tade kene mengene pon :P) heeeheee :D
Its been a hectic week for me. Damn exhausted. P3 maths really turns me into a zombie n drives me crazy. Kpale bpusing2 atas bawah, kiri kanan, depan blakang, 360 degrees juz to answer one vector question. n queuing up in the things-to-study list; complex no, trigo, rational function etc. tu bru maths, blom lg physics, bio n chem. omg its more than horror i shud say, in fact its kinda supernatural thingy dat makes me shout and laugh with no reasons, dgn tiba2 saje. tp saye masih siuman okei :D

Power spec pon da naek sbb bnyk sgt blink2 time wat maths..hihohi
pdahal sbb bnyk sgt tgk laptop :P power da naik jd 200 sob3, wan yg da 70taun tu mata orait lg jeeee...huhu sdeynyeee :( nnt da tua kne pkai spec tbal la alamatnyeeeee..hmmm

tolak mkn tdo sume, tngl lbey kurg 2 months je b4 the nitemare comes. n lg sbulan rsult AS kuar...0ooooo aaaaa eeee uuuu iiiiiii saye xsanggup nk ambik rezut itteww.... tanak kne repeat, plzzzzz3..A2 pon tkapai2, cmne nk study balik AS...xsanggup2 :((
ohhh God, plzzz make everything easy for me. I dun want to make any1 disappointed, especially mak n abah. That's where my future lies on. Hope it will be good.
AMIN~

Alrite, enough about dat. allergic bla sebut psal result AS. tanak ckp da..ckup3!

lets talk bout sumting more interesting..heeeeee~
diz weekend nk watpe??? of coz la, nk charge balik battery yg da abes. hehe! saye lah lazy garfield yg bjaye! :P tdo je keje. ish3 npe la tdo tu indah sgt. hahaha salahkan tdo plak, pdahal diri tu yg malas. tp diz weekend dah kna booked ngn aunty lily la plak. aunty lily is my bosh tyme keje kt Ambank dlu. sgt2 baek, n bole kata rapat la ngn die. bru2 ni org gaji die wat hal, ade ke patut org sro keje die bwk laki plak msuk uma. tom2 da pregnant. haish tgk je baik n innocent gle tp prangai cam hantu. syian kt baby yg xbsalah dlm prot tuuu sob3 :( kpada kwn2 sume, jgn la pcaye kt org gaji anda. dlm parit pon bole ade buaye taw..hihihi tipu3 :p so weekend ni kne temankan die kt uma, tp xpe, asalkan dpt mkn sdap2 n yg pntg free n tdo kt atas katil empuk n bole tgk astro free sude~dr naufal sgt anti org yg ske ckp 'sude', tp nk jugak ckp walaupun penggunaan xkne tmpt ..
hehe! :p

ohhhh lupe plak. dgn tibe2 rini ms amalina announce ielts speaking test will be on friday, 7th august. adoyaiiiii ble msa plak la nk prepare utk ielts. huhuhu. da lame xckp org puteh, lidah pon da keras jdnyer. at diz moment, i really mish debate~ knape kt msu tade debate :((

xpe!
i can do it.. i can do it.. go yanie go! :p

hehe..alrite till now, perlu spend time dgn buku sketika sbb die da majok lme xbkak die teheheee~
tlg la wat solat hajat bg aku rajin sket k. sgt2 memerlukan elemen kerajinan buat msa ini.

hve a fabulous weekend sume~ :D

wajar ke x??

2009-07-16T22:06:00.004+08:00

td aku jumpe blog sorg bdk medic ni.
die study 17jam sehari, tdo 4 jam stengah je.
tiba2 terfikir, mmg cmni ke hidup bdk medic??
gile ke haaa nk study smpai 17jam shari.
2 3 jam pon da senget kpale..huhuhuhu
wajarkah aku jd cmtu??

bpe jam je utk mandi....

bpe jam je utk shopping...

bpe jam je nk cangak dpn laptop...

bpe jam utk mkn, tu pon smbil study...

bpe jam je utk tgk tv...

nak tempek bedak sjuk kt muka pon xsmpat...

nak mbuang pon kne bpada2...

adehhh..mmg cmni ke life bdk medic haaa???

aku perlu lebih menghargai :)

2009-07-16T20:35:00.005+08:00

This post is dedicated to my old friend, syaffiqa ruzlan a.k.a pika pong pong~ :D

seorang wanita kental yg sgt tegar mhadapi onak duri khidupan

(niat d hati dlu nk jd sasterawan negara, tp xksampaian, so ini la impaknya :P)

hahaha..kk back to the main point. lepas menyelami blog si pika pong2 ni, bnyk soalan2 yg terlintas di fkiranku. knapa org laen bole tp aku xbole? knapa aku lemah bla org laen kuat? knapa susah sgt aku nk bdepan dgn cubaan sdgkan ada org yg lagi teruk kondisinya dr aku?

dan akhirnya aku temui jawapan kpd suma persoalan2 tu :

AKU PERLU LEBIH MENGHARGAI

knapa? sbb bila kta xmenghargai sesuatu yg wujud secara lgsung atau xlgsung dlm hidup ni, automatically kita xkan blaja menyayangi dan mensyukuri. tp bla kta menghargai, kita akan lebih menerima apa yg ada kt sekeliling kta. bersyukur, dats the most important thing of all. ada org yg lg snang drpd kta, so kta pun mengeluh, knapa la dia tu mewah sgt, cantik sgt bla3.. tp kita xsdar, ada lg org yg xmampu n kurang sempurna, yg lg susa drpd kta. kta xnmpk keindahan yg ada dlm diri kta, walhal mmg Allah dah ciptakan sume bnda tu indah.

n i found diz dlm blog pika pong2
"Izyani(Classmate ku..tyme2 males nk study bkk la blog die..sbb inspiring..suke ngan attitude die hoho...nk jd cam die)"

n i was thinking, aku rasa cm aku la mnusia plg truk dlm dunia ni, dgn sikap mazmumah yg bkilo2 n beraneka variasi, i kept hating myself for who i am. tp behind all that, Alhamdulillah, ada jugak org yg nmpk the good side dlm diri aku, even aku xpenah nmpk. itulah mksudnya, aku perlu lebih bsyukur :))

alrite, talking bout pika pong2, i still remember during school time dkt badlishah, where we used to be in the same class from form 1 to form 3. frankly speaking pika pong2 is one of my biggest enemies, bcause she's so intelligent n we were fighting like crazy to be in the top rank. None of us really berterus- terang about the silent battle that we were having, n it happened very quietly n peacefully haha! and den msuk form 4, both of us were offered to different boarding schools, so we rarely met each other but everytime i met her schoolmates n i asked bout pika pong2, they kept telling that she's a genius wif a powerful brainy. n I? my result was getting worse since i went to saina. :(( n i took it as a challenge, y other ppl can but i cant? there must be sumting within myself that need to be fixed aite.

n now, here I am, in a place called MSU...my life isnt so good here, but aku perlu lebih bsyukur okey :)

n msuk je form 4, i received a bad news from my fren, telling dat mama tersayang pika da kmbali pdNya. accident msa otw balik dr keje n she went back earlier on dat day to clbrate bufday pika. n i heard dat they found Al-Quran inside the car, as a bufday present to her. sory pika if diz is too detail r tlah ditokok tmbah :) what a scene aite. n i kept putting myself in her situation, if n only if im the one who is facing the agony, i would have done something improper i tink. but she looked so calm n strong when i met her after the funeral. she is a woman wif a big heart, really. she really inspired me to be more independent n sabar nk bdepan dgn sumting yg sgt susah. n sbgai anak sulung dlm family, she is responsible to take a good care of the rest of her siblings, n i know she would be the best sis to them. she even chose to study locally when she has a good potential to study abroad, juz to take care of her siblings.

ur such a good person, pika. mybe we can fight in our studies, but not to determine sape lg pnyabar, baik ati, kuat smngat n all dat, bcoz definitely u'll be the winner.
but after all, ur a good example dat i shud follow :))

http://ummatanwasatha.blogspot.com (nk promote xpe kan pika??hehe!)

dalam mimpiku~

2009-07-12T03:37:00.018+08:00

3.37 am

Bru bgn dr tdo pas dpt mimpi yg mengingatkan aku bhw hidup kt dunia ni xlma, n pintu taubat sntiasa tbuka, slagi nyawa xkluar dr halqum. huhu. slalu sgt dpt mimpi cmni. Allah tu Maha Penyayang kan, maybe sbb kdg2 kita tlupa, so Dia ingatkan kita.

Dalam mimpi tu, aku dpt taw yg aku ada pnyakit, n ada beberapa saat ja lg utk idup. cepat2 aku carik mak, abah n adik bradik utk mintak maaf. aku peluk, aku cium diorg smbil nanges2. time tu aku nyesal sbb xbnyk buat kebaikan masa hidup, n bila da xsempat bru rasa cm erghhhhh~

den aku pesan kt sume, slalu la mntak doa kt Allah, bg pnjg umo n sihat tubuh badan, sbb aku dulu jrg buat cmtu, sbb tu umo aku xbpe pnjg. huhu. mak ckp dia akan doakan aku hari2. abah snyap je, tkejut n sedih. pastu roh aku pon kuar.

pastu aku terjaga, syukur sgt2, sbb tu mimpi je. sries rsa cm mati hdup balik. at least aku taw pintu taubat blum tutup lg. takut mengenangkan dosa yg bnyk gler. huhu. hakikatnya hidup time A level ni, hari2 bgn pagi bkn fikir cmne nk tingkatkan iman, bsedia nk hadapi kematian, tp pk psal assignmnent, homework, exam. n pk psal bnda remeh yg buat aku xbsyukur dgn apa yg aku dpt. nk itu, nk ini. seolah2 nk hdup kt dunia ni slama2nya, mcm mati tu xkan dtg. padahal mati tu bole dtg bla2 msa je.

Ya Allah, ampunkan dosa2 ku. Matikanlah aku dlm iman. :(

~Amin~

(^______^)

The magical box~

2009-07-11T17:10:00.008+08:00

Im bored. Totally bored.
Life is getting more difficult, and dull.
Its been one year.
n I keep doing da same routine, everyday.
Wake up in the morning, wait for the red box to come.
If luck isnt wif me, den gotta run and chase for da red moving box.
If im more fortunate, I'll b moving wif the red box, but need lots of energy to stabilise myself,
cuz da red box is alwez full n so I need 2 stand on my own feet.
bcoz im not a nerdy who wait 4 the box 20mins b4 it comes.
After a long struggle, here I am.
in a place called Annex.
study. study. study.
5-6pm, keep waiting for the red box.
sumtimes more den an hour is wasted, juz for that big agenda, WAITING.
Waiting n waiting 4 da big thing, the red box.

16 NOV 2009- cant wait 4 diz big day.
a day when there's no more red boxes in my life :))

dan sebenarnya~

2009-07-09T22:47:00.006+08:00

Setelah ditakutkan oleh bnyk pihak ttg H1N1 yg da menular kt shah alam ne, akhirnya ku pergi la jugak ke klinik td. doc tu pn tnya awk skit ape?den ckp la skit tekak, batuk, selsema sume. die relax je. pastu die ckp la nk bg ubat sekian2, okie la. tp ku xpuas ati lg, so tnye la doc tu, ne bkn simptom pape kan doc? ade ke patut die snyum je. eh2 ne kes idup mati taw. she might think that I think too much. pastu die tnye, awk x g oc pun kan? angguk jela. pdahal kalo nk kne kt mna2 pon bole. kt msia pon da bnyk kes okie. so die kta insyaAllah tade pape, kalo mlarat dtg lg k. dtg lg la, sbb nk kbas duit lg kan3?? wawawawa~

hasilnya, kna la makan ubat yg plbagai jenis dan spesies.
tp xpe, sbb dpt MC xg klas sok~!!!!
spark, ko jgn dok msg ak sruh g klas gak eh :P
hehe. im off for tomorrow, tp nk g jap sbb ade maths. hihihi :D

~sigh~

2009-07-09T19:46:00.005+08:00

So many things inside my head.
life is getting more difficult, perhaps.

A2 da dkt, study malas lg.
Im a lazy garfield who really loves sleeping.

Lect physics n bio nk kne tukar.
tp bnyk plak konflik.
rasa bsalah pon ade, skit ati pon ade, so baek xyah pk, wat pening je.
nk jadi ape jd la. yg pntg da last sem, n still many things nak kna wat.
baek focus je kt bnda yg lg pntg. kan3?

PPSMI has been demolished, ade yg hepi ade yg xpuas ati.
nk agree, tp English is getting more n more crucial.
nk xagree pun xbole, ksian kt students yg xpham english lgsg.
yg bsemangat nk study da jadi down, sbb xpham soalan n xpham ckgu mengajar.
sng cte wat je dlm bahasa arab, kan bgus bhasa syurga tuuu.. :))

michael jackson is dead. hope he died as a muslim la.
moral of the story, dun take drugs, pndek umo~

sweater kesayanganku da hilang kt kl central, thanks to my carelessness..
sape yg jumpe tu tlg la bg balik, dat sweater really meant a lot to me~ :(

n currently~ selsema, batuk, sakit tekak, sejuk2 n demam2..
sok nk g klinik, gusar plak tjangkit H1N1. nauzubillah~hmm :((

skang ni tgh sedih, sbb td kna mara ngn adi.
die mara sbb postkan cter psal die. smpai nanges2. sory adi~
n the post has been deleted. kakna syg adi okie.

naseb ade gak bnde yg makes me feel delighted.
smlm jual bku kt junior, dpt rm55~
jd sok nk g mkn pancakes kt The Gardens.hehe! :))

Really need to spend sumtimes wif myself.
Till then, my dear reader~

(^_____^)

hoiye2~

2009-07-02T19:22:00.009+08:00

hihi..
akhirnya pnantian yg merupakan satu penyeksaan berakhir jua :D
elaun yg ku tunggu2 tlah tiba..hahaha
natijahnya, dptlah ku membeli bnda yg tlah lma ku idam2kan...
tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

ARNAB AJAIB~!!!!!

hehehe...
ajaibnya arnab niii, beliau akan menari2 kegembiraan apabila mndapat chaya..hehe..xksah la chaya ape2, asalkan mampu menerangi alam semesta...
xpela, jd peneman ayamku d meja study, ksian plak die da lme membujang...
inilah bnda ptama yg ku beli sebaik shj msuknya elaun, thanks to JPA~ :D
ohhh ku sgt gumbira~

AMARAN : Im not a kid. Im a lady ok :))

(*___________*)

The world is beautiful~

2009-07-01T22:20:00.006+08:00

if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me...

beautiful verse of song aite?

If we try just to be nice, then the world would be a better place. Yeah, if every1 thinks alike, it might be possible for us to achieve that. But what if we are not? The product is just like what we see in the world today. Do not need to go on a larger scale, things that happen in our communities are enough to prove that today, we are living together, but internally and spiritually, we are actually not.

Yup, its immoral for us not to respect ppl who are trying his best to squeeze his head all he could, to be able to make us understand about something. Manners between a student and an educator should be taken into considerations, although sometimes they are certain things that we know better than him. Always remember, there's always someone better than us, n nobody is the best because the word BEST is only valid for our Creator, Allah. So human beings like us will never be perfect and ideal. Its just that everyone is trying to be so close to the perfectness. In Islam, we learn about keberkatan, and now, I started to realize that keberkatan really plays a vital role to determine whether or not we are on the right track.

Alright, to be specific, after all the things that we have done from the 1st day in msu until today, I really feel like there is something needs to be fixed by the students and the lecturers. Yea its true that sometimes they are going beyond the limitations, but what's wrong wif giving opportunities, and looking back for that keberkatan? Lets forgive and forget, clear up all the revenges, and replenish our beautiful hearts, shall we???

***just an opinion from me ok :)

we call it fate~

2009-06-27T07:42:00.009+08:00

~27/6 ~

It happened on same date, but 4years ago. The date I will never forget, when the coronary heart disease took him away, the date when I really felt like losing one of the most important parts of me, n the date I witnessed his body being buried, permanently. My soul was hit into pieces, but that's what we call fate, life and death are parts of our everyday lives. It has been 4years since the incident struck me, yet the pain is still there, I really miss him every part of a second :(

He is a great person I will always remember. A strong person I should say.

You will always be in my prayers, granddad.

May you rest in peace.

-Al-Fatihah-

1st week n the 1st quiz~

2009-06-26T07:45:00.005+08:00

Sume org da mberontak dlm blog msg2 psal kuiz maths esok..
yg dijangka sgtlah kompleks kerana melibatkan number2 yg amatlah kompleks..
dun wery kawan2, we're in the same boat..
aku pon menjangkakan paper kosong yg akan dihantar sbaik kuiz tamat..
sesungguhnya 24 jam utk study complex number yg saintis n mathematicians pon blaja btaun2, amatlah tidak wajar..
wahai a level bila la kau nk tamat, aku da xlarat :(

_sekian, majulah complex number utk negara_

Hepy Belated Father's Day~

2009-06-23T14:56:00.012+08:00

You are my hero, Dad

You're my secure foundation.
When I think of you, I'm filled with love
And fond appreciation.
You make me feel protected;
I'm sheltered by your care.
You're always my true friend;
When I need you, you're always there.
You have a place of honor
Deep within my heart.
You've been my superhero, Dad,
Right from the very start.

Your wisdom and knowledge have shown me the way,
And I'm thankful for you as I live day by day.
I don't tell you enough how important you are,
In my universe you're a bright shining star.

Ur my cutest-coolest-best daddy, 4eve :)
Sayaaaaaaang abah~
Hepi father's day :D

She's my idol~ :)

2009-06-23T13:05:00.013+08:00

Spending one fabulous week in Kedah really gave me a thought that sometimes miracles do happen in our lives. But the miracles do not always come in a good way, once in a while it brings us to the wrong gate that leads to a devastating world. It happens when a wrong decision is made, but no one should be blamed for this because at times, we need to choose one of many roads that we ourselves do not know what is there waiting for us in the middle of the road, and whether it will end up with a misfortune or with a piece of luck.

I met my best friend, Nisrin during the very short holidays. I knew her since I was in primary school, and she is one of my idols who taught me many things about life, how it is not impossible for human beings like us to stand up and bring a success out of failure and hardship, even if its so hurting and stressful, even if people keep talking bad things about us, n even if every single thing that we do cannot satisfy others. What is important is to keep moving, strive for our goals n do not ever give up no matter how difficult things that we need to face.

She was born to be a miracle. She's not from a financially rich family, but her family is blessed wif happiness, even sometimes they need to struggle for a single piece of food to fill up their tummies. We grew up together, so I saw how she was educated to be a graceful and a successful person. I respect her in all aspects, especially the way she managed to help her family with their financial problems by using her own allowance, imagine she paid the house bills using her own money! To me that was so amazing. A ready-made baju kurung that costs RM10 is already enough for her, as long as her family is not starving and her siblings can get proper educations.

To Nisrin, you are a true warrior. You made me realise that nothing is impossible in our lives. Doors to success are always open, its just that we need to work hard and do lots of sacrifice, plus with prayers and a good human- Creator relationship, InsyaAllah blessings and fortunes will always be wif us. Congratulations for making another good step in ur life, majoring in Physics. My prayer will always be wif u, fwen. Best friends 4eve~ :)

Now wut?????????????????!!!

2009-06-10T12:05:00.014+08:00

hehe...rasanye sume org da taw knape sy epy sgt..kan3???
ermmm bkn epy sgt la, at lez epy sket..SBB EXAM DA ABES~!!!
walaupun x brapa dgn jayanya..hmmm :(

usaha daa, so skang ne doa n tawakal jela.
juz follow HIS flow, as HE knows what's the best 4 us.
kalo da ditakdirkan kna repeat, repeat jela..huhu
walaupun dlm ati xnakkkkk :(

yg pntg skang ne, ENJOYYYYY!!!
yeah, b4 da nightmares n dreamscapes of da new semester come.
So, I have made a things-to-do list during diz so called 'holidays',
n here it is :)

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Start writing an essay 4 a contest, in conjunction wif diz coming Father's Day. The winner will be awarded RM100, not dat rewarding, but it's enough to grant my tummy's wish to be filled up wif pancakes. :D n at lez writing can make me feel a bit more relieved, hope so.... :)

(^_^)
Then it comes to the most exciting journey back to my hometown, KULIM!!! yeaaaa...i really miss Kulim. Damn miss it~ :D Although some ppl call it a godforsaken town, I dun bloody care. Kulim is still in my heart~ (*___*)

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Watch a looooooooooooooooot of Korean movies. n wanna cry a lot too. hehe. Then only I know, Im still an alive human beings wif feelings n desires :) I've started downloading few movies, cant wait to watch them. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

($_$)
Shopping~!!!!! errrr...cant comment much on diz~cuz its a long long story dat even I do not know the endpoint. hehe. juz wait n c keyh, yg pasti maaaaakkk, get ready la nk spend duit utk anak mak yang spendthrift sorg ne~ :D

(>_<)
Nak bawak keta, n overcome the trauma. Walaupun ade lg prasaan takut tuh..hopefully kakak yg duduk kt sblah xtjerit2 bla keta mati tgh jln, r nk msuk longkang, r nk kne langgar lori r erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~(T_T)

(*_*)
MAKAN dan MAKAN dan MAKAN n MAKAN to the power of 22~ :D
pastu TIDO dan TIDO dan TIDO n TIDO to the power of 16~

n the list goes on n on n ooooooon~

Tp....
Sempat ke nk wat sume niiii???
:D

The climb~

2009-06-06T09:47:00.005+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

Never give up, yanie
No matter how hard it is, u have to let go...
and move on~

\(*_________*)/

Im starving for those pancakes~

2009-06-06T00:17:00.008+08:00

Dolly should be blamed for whetting my appetite, and for making my Mr. Tummy goes crazy, grumbling for that pieces of pancakes. ohhhhh i really wanna eat that~!!!!!

Tp.....
tpakse tunggu elaun masuk dlu kerana sesungguhnya purseku makin tak berduit~ (T_T)

hmmmmm...tgk je la dlu eh..

Wahai JPA masukkan duit elaun cpt sket bley x??
mak da mara asyik kena bank in duit je..boros katanye :(

Btw thanks to dolly 4 the present, toaster~
hehe..njoy ur hols k..gonna mish u a lot~ :D

agak2nye la kan...

2009-05-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

rase2 korang la kan, alien kt marikh pluto sume muka diorg cmni x??

sgt comel kan??

(@_____________@)

.sekian.

yeaaaaaay~!!!!

2009-05-30T00:17:00.004+08:00

hehe..saje nk gtaw..sy tgh hepi ne..knape??sbaaaaaaaaaaaaaab~~~
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MAK ngn ABAH nk dtg next week!!!
yeye! lompat. lompat. lompat lgiiiiiiiiiii~
da dkt 4bulan xjumpak taaaaw???winduuuuuu3~~ :D

(*____________________*)

Airmata wanita~

2009-05-29T19:28:00.004+08:00

Suatu hari, seorang anak bertanya kepada ibunya, "Ibu, mengapa ibu menangis?"
Ibunya menjawab, "Sebab ibu adalah perempuan, nak." "Saya tidak mengerti ibu," kata si anak. Ibunya hanya tersenyum dan memeluknya erat. "Nak, kau memang tak akan mengerti…"

Kemudian si anak bertanya kepada ayahnya. "Ayah, mengapa ibu menangis?" "Ibumu menangis tanpa sebab yang jelas," sang ayah menjawab. "Semua perempuan memang sering menangis tanpa alasan."

Si anak membesar menjadi remaja, dan dia tetap terus bertanya-tanya, mengapa perempuan menangis? Hingga pada suatu malam, dia bermimpi dan bertanya kepada Tuhan, "Ya Allah, mengapa perempuan mudah menangis?" Dalam mimpinya dia merasa seolah-olah mendengar jawapannya:

"Saat Ku ciptakan wanita, Aku membuatnya menjadi sangat utama. Kuciptakan bahunya, agar mampu menahan seluruh beban dunia dan isinya, walaupun juga bahu itu harus cukup nyaman dan lembut untuk menahan kepala bayi yang sedang tertidur.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk dapat melahirkan bayi dari rahimnya, walau kerap berulangkali menerima cerca dari si bayi itu apabila dia telah membesar.

"Kuberikan keperkasaan yang akan membuatnya tetap bertahan, pantang menyerah saat semua orang sudah putus asa.

"Ku berikan kesabaran jiwa untuk merawat keluarganya walau dia sendiri letih, walau sakit, walau penat, tanpa berkeluh kesah.

"Kuberikan wanita perasaan peka dan kasih sayang untuk mencintai semua anaknya dalam apa jua keadaan dan situasi. Walau acapkali anak-anaknya itu melukai perasaan dan hatinya. Perasaan ini pula yang akan memberikan kehangatan pada anak- anak yang mengantuk menahan lelap. Sentuhan inilah yang akan memberikan kenyamanan saat didakap dengan lembut olehnya.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk membimbing suaminya melalui masa-masa sukar dan menjadi pelindung baginya. Sebab bukannya tulang rusuk yang melindungi setiap hati dan jantung agar tak terkoyak.

"Kuberikan kepadanya kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan untuk memberikan pengertian dan menyedarkan bahawa suami yang baik adalah yang tidak pernah melukai isterinya. Walau seringkali pula kebijaksanaan itu akan menguji setiap kesetiaan yang diberikan kepada suami agar tetap berdiri sejajar, saling melengkapi dan saling menyayangi.

"Dan akhirnya, Kuberikan wanita air mata, agar dapat mencurahkan perasaannya. Inilah yang khusus kepada wanita, agar dapat dia gunakan bila-bila masa pun dia inginkan. Ini bukan kelemahan bagi wanita, kerana sebenarnya air mata ini adalah "air mata kehidupan."

Adapted from iluvislam.com

~Menangis xsemestinya lemah...kan3???

Izyani VS Yon~

2009-05-29T09:30:00.023+08:00

Yon n I are betting on who will get a better result in our AS examinations.

Since he's not taking Biology, its not counted..hehe.. The point here is, who will win??? hehe..lets just wait n c keyh..

To Yon,
Better start to save your money k. Im gonna m8 sure i'll win the bet AGAIN k. AGAIN bcoz we did the same thing during SPM n I won~!! (haha..saja aku nk habaq ni yon :P) n since naufal is coming back, the cost will double (r triple bcoz he eats a lot.. :P) so elaun petronas tu jimat2 la sket ye.hehe.. n i've been searching for dishes dkt TGI Friday's.. I'll EAT ALL OF THEM n u gonna PAY..
yes, DEAL?? haha.. (~evil laugh~)

hurm..nk mkn ape ye???

Ok, 1stly aku nk mkn ne...

den da mkn bnyk2 kna la minum plak kan.. buy me this two glasses of drink :D

da minum smbung mkn balik..lalalala~diz one looks delicious :)

erkkkk...knygnye..tp, nak jugak mkn lg..yon order yg ne plzzzz~ ;)

alaa...kt cni xde seafood ke??eh2 ade shrimp la..nakkkk3~ :P

kk, yg ni laz keyh..hehe..its time for some deserts~!!!

waaaaa..knygnye..hehe...
ok2 daa, nasrun syafiq b anas bakhtiar, sila bayar utk sume d atas k.. *wink*
haha..apa lg yon?p study kimia cpt..
r not suma ne akan jd kenyataan..
hahahahahahahahahahaha (another evil laugh)

(^_______________^)

p/s : bkn overconfident, diz is wut we call self-motivation k.. :D

wazzup next??

2009-05-28T20:20:00.004+08:00

Today i finished my 5th examination paper.
6 papers left.
approximately 14 days to go.
yeah exam time really give me a crack in my head.
tired of having butterfly hitting and kicking inside my tummy.

feeling exhausted gasping for extra air to breathe after digging out mistakes due to a sort of never- ending reasons.
= KILLING ME, somehow

i wanna be a doctor without having to face any exams. CAN I??

Appreciate what we hve~

2009-05-24T12:01:00.016+08:00

I came across this video last night, n I feel so amazed with what happened to this guy. His name is James Maki. Pity him, he faced a massive challenge in his life after suffering horrific injuries when he fell on a live subway rail. Ashamed with his look, he isolated himself for few years, trying to avoid any form of interactions wif his communities. The incident took away his looks, n also his self- confidence.

After few years, a woman with a benevolent heart agreed to donate his dead hubby's face to James, n this is the new beginning of his life. His new appearance, eventhough is not as perfect as what he had before the incident, really makes him feels delighted n grateful. He can't wait to start his life over again, continue living with purposes n dreams.

His story really makes my brain working tremendously, thinking about the power of God over n over again. Human beings sometimes r too forgetful. We will not be grateful with the precious things that we are blessed with, until we lose them. We are poured with so many kinds of blessings; perfect senses n brain to see, listen, touch, smell, taste n think, but we never appreciate their existences, not even realising that they are there, 24/7 working days n nights to make us feel normal n alive.

What if 1 day all of them are gone???

A horrible life is awaiting isn't it??

Winnie the pooh n swine flu~

2009-05-22T19:38:00.006+08:00

hehe..shomel btol la..so guys!!stay away from pigs, they r now friends of H1N1, juz like piglet n winnie the pooh..
(^_____^)

wuuuuu...takuuuutnyeeee...

2009-05-21T10:32:00.002+08:00

Esok xm, tp still nk blogging. haha. blogging is totally addictive, cant deny dat.

erm Im juz finished reading a chapter of La Tahzan, insaf kejap after bca 1 story.

Its about a bus driver yg tgh bwk bas n dlm bas tu ada rmai passengers.
Suddenly driver tu stopkan bas kt tgh2 hutan n sume org heran.
So diorg pun tny la, nape stopkan bas kt situ?
driver tu pon ckp, "laaa tu, ade org nk naik kan. tunggu la kejap"
Suma org pandang belakang, tp xnmpak sape2 pun.
Pelik. driver ne xbtol ke?
tunggu pnya tunggu, las2 sorg passenger ni ckp,
"kita tunggu sape ne??xde org nak naik pun la"
den driver tu jwb, "kejap2, tu haa da naik da 2org tu"
sume org kelu. heran. ajaib. sume org xnmpk sape2 pon naik bas tu, n driver tu acts like ada org tgh byar duit nk byar tambang bas. huh?!
tiba2, blum smpat bas tu jln, driver tu nazak n mati tkejut tduduk dkt seat dia tu..
phamlah suma org, yg driver tu nmpk rupa2nya 'sumbody'
who knows, mayb malaikat Izrail r makhluk ghaib yg mmg menanti2kan sakaratul maut mnusia...

Insaf.

takut nk bdepan dgn kematian. itu cara driver bas tu mati.
ada bnyk lagi cra lain kan.
n we'll never know how, where n wen we'll end up our life.
da ckup ke phala?da btaubat ke?
hmmm...sumtimes feel like kta ne bnyk lbeykan life on earth rather than life after death kan?
bkn khusyuk solat r wat amalan yg baik2, tp khusyuk nk crik harta bnda.
pdhal msuk kubo, sume pkai kain kapan je. dok dlm keranda kayu.
xde pon yg pkai rntai emas ke, bju fesyen2 ke, keranda titanium ke.
sume sama je, kaya r miskin, cantik r hodoh, laz2 end up dlm tanah.
yg nk membezakan seseorg dgn yg lain, adalah amalan.
xde pon malaikat nk tnya, dlm bank ko ade bpe juta??
spm dlu ko dpt bpe A? ko pkai bju brand ape dlu?
hurmm...so, dlm nk mngejar kejayaan dunia, we shouldnt 4get.
dat our life here is not permanent.
bila da smpai ajal, we need to leave everything we have.
bwk dosa n phala je. so we hve to be prepared.
who knows, 2morrow would b our turn???

takuuuuuuuuuut~ :(

(+______________+)

When you believe~

2009-05-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

Im done wif P2 Physics, n currently in Biology mode..my febret subject nyum3! hehe!

The tense has gone a lil bit.. I screwed up my Physics lessons, but thanks to my spirits dat never let me down, at least I didnt mess up my exam today, though I found few mistakes, n some of them r silly enough..I shud hve remembered the wavelength of red light last nite, but i didnt..huhu :(

I can change my clock whenever I want it to b, I can pretend myself like a 6-year-old-kid when im actually 19, but time will never return. yepp thats 4 sure.

Life is not created to b as easy as dat.

So stop talking about if and only if.

If only I studied about dat wavelength thingy las nite, of coz I wont do da mistake dat I did today.

But I didnt, dats da reality so stop flying over the dream world called IF, n lets step back onto the ground, keep pace wif da reality of life dat would never lie to us.

That's the truth.

Broken heart should yield more energy. n the energy is the source of strength dat keep us adhered to our aims n goals.

Look 4ward for wut is waiting next, not turning back to the historical ages.

NEVER SAY NEVER

My soul is cured. Thanks to the spirits, again. :)

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail,
it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will

.Have faith and never give up.

(^______^)

Physics lalalala~

2009-05-19T03:34:00.000+08:00

Wire dlm kpale da hampir shot..
study physic pnye psal..
physic oooo physic...
sape yg jumpe physic haaa?
nk tembak je ngn M16...
adeiiii..potential difference la..electric field strength la..
bnyk btol resistance utk nak bjaye kaaan?
Tp...
kalo nk dpikirkan balik...
life skali je..nnt dlm kubo da xley blaja physics...
nak blaja ngn sape??cacing tanah???zzzzz
so smntara nyawa dkandung badan, jom kta study btol2..

F= ma.. constant kan mass (jgn study smpai kurus kering xckup makan),
so force is directly proportional to acceleration.
Means = kalau nk bjaye, kna tingkatkan force utk accelerates..kan3?
tgk, ilmu physics pon agree dgn our everyday lives kan..hehe..
sje nk psiko korg, ak bkn reti physics pon..agaga~
Apapun, thanks to trio yg da bnyk tlg ak study phy, yon, wan ngn chedet...
Wish we can do well in this paper, so dat berbaloi korg datang Mais semata2 nk aja ak...
Thanks sooo much k~ :)

And to all kwn2 yg dlm same boat, gud lurx paper physics...
Jgn study smpai shot k..
Kurgkan frictional force, tingkatkan work n power, bkn tension ek..hehe :P

.May God bless us.

(^______________________________^)

Kisah si ikan buntal~

2009-05-14T12:15:00.000+08:00

Sehari sblum exam maths, si ikan buntal bsengkang mata wat lthn maths smpai mata pun da bengkak...

Keesokan harinya, si ikan buntal dgn pnuh smangat utk dpt A, pegi la msuk examination hall utk jwb soalan maths..

Si ikan buntal pon khusyuk btol menjawab.. smpai xsedar ape yg blaku d sekeliling...asyk pkir pastu tulis je...

Si ikan buntal ne mntk 3 answer booklet utk jwb soalan..den tiba2 tgh2 jwb exam dlm booklet yg ke-3 tu, si ikan buntal tkejut mcm nk luruh jntung...

nape ikan buntal????

"Answer booklet yg sy da jwb dlmnya 6 soalan yg mbawa markah 35/75 da ilang~!!!!" kata si ikan buntal...

Maka si ikan buntal pon cuak...gelabah gle crik blik answer booklet tu...atas, bwh, kiri, kanan, dpn blkg sume da crik, tp xjumpe jugakkkk....cian kt ikan buntal...cm nk nanges jee...

pastu si ikan buntal pon angkat tgn...eh2 ikan buntal ade tgn ke?? :P ade3..den da angkt tgn tu, ckgu ikan buntal pon dtg..ikan buntal pon ckp la,
"cikgu, paper sy da ilang" cikgu ikan buntal pon tlg la crik...crik pnya crik, tgk2 ada dlm bakul smpah ckgu ikan buntal...ape lg, ikan buntal bkn maen pnye hot la...ade plak die ingt kertas conteng??kok ye pon nk amek tgk la btol2...huhu...ikan buntal teraniaya.. :(

pastu tyme ikan buntal dpt blik paper tu, msa mnjawab da nk abes, ikan buntal smpat cek balik cmtu2 je...tgh2 cek tu, ikan buntal prasan ada satu soalan dia buat careless...ikan buntal nk btolkan, tp xsempat..pastu ikan buntal angkat tgn lg, ckp kt ckgu ikan buntal die nk xtra tyme, sb td crik paper sume tu, it takes ikan buntal's precious time kan...tp ckgu ikan buntal x bg, ikan buntal kna mara lg ade sbb mntk xtra2 cmtuu...ikan buntal sgt la sdey n frustrated..huhu...

kuar dwn, ikan buntal da xde smngt nk idup, dsebabkan fobia dan trauma dgn ape yg brlaku..da la salah da wat maths...huhu..kesian ikan buntal kan???

Tp.....

Nak dijadikan cerita, tgh2 frust tu ikan buntal terserempak dgn ckgu die lg sorg ne..yg ne ckgu maths..so ikan buntal pon mengadu la dgn pnuh prasaan kt ckgu ne...siap nanges2 lg...ckgu ikan buntal pon kesian kt die sob3..so ckgu ni bwk die g exam department, gado2 ngn lect yg sorg lg td ne...ckgu maths kta kt ckgu td nape xbg die xtra tyme bla3..ckgu td tu pon jwb bla3..gusti sane gusti cni..n deeeeen...

Kawan2 nk taw ape yg jd kt ikan buntal pastu???

heeee...ckgu maths ikan buntal mnang dlm pertarungan yeaaaa~!!!
so ikan buntal dpt balik paper maths tu n diberi msa 2mins utk jwb balik soalan yg salah tuu..ikan buntal sgt la hepiiiii...*winks*

Sayang kt ckgu maths!!!

Tp.....
Smpai skarang ikan buntal msih lg dlm trauma..takut da nk jwb soalan dsebabkan pnyakit parkinson stlah paper die hilang smlm..huk3

sape nk tlg ikan buntal??? :(

Attention to bebudak JPA~

2009-05-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

Exam da dkt...tnggl 2 arie jee...

hua3 cm xcaye je kan...rsa cm bru je 1st day kt msu dgn muka blur + innocent gle..

hehe...walaupun bnyk dugaan yg kta kna tmpuh, life has 2 go on aite??? :D

n now, d day dat we r waiting 4 has arrived...the battle has begun..

so, sy dgn ini nak mintak ampun mintak maaf kt sume...

atas sgala keterlanjuran, keterlaseran dan ape2 jela yg xdsenangi oleh korg..

s a human being, i cant satisfy every1's need n expectations...

So sorry 4 everything yea...

ermm hopefully all of us will pass wif flying colours...

den 2gther we'll b flying 2 India...

okie dokie??????

GOOD LUCK EVERY1!!!
n say,
GUD LUCK IZYANI~!!!

(+_______+)

Dedicated to all of us~ :D
May this will burn our spirits up... :) :)

"Medical students here like to walk around in coat"
haha...xley bla gle :P

~eXam fEvEr...bakar..bakar..~

2009-05-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

pergh study tuu~!!
cece gempak gle ko,byk gler bku bc...
ko bc smpai mana daa?fuh ko mmg rajin dowh..sket2 da ah..
wei xyah ah bc byk sgt..ko slalu menten je markah bkak bku ke x bkak bku ke~
lek ah,xm lmbt lg...lepak lu...xkan p mnum pon xbole koot...

Come on guys~ wake up~!!!!
xkan nk bjaya sorg2 kot??apa yg korg dpt kalau bjaya sorg2??
puas??full of attraction??nt org respect??biar aku yg tahu segala2nya??
biar aku sorg bjaya kt dunia ni??
aduhai~ sygnya kalau ada niat sebegini rupa di hati masing2..
Sedarlah..dunia skrg tak pandang org2 yg mcm ni..kalo ada pon hanya akn membuahkan kehancuran..
negara Islam takkan maju jikalau ada titik2 hitam di hati..
apalah slhnya kita tukar tradisi ini kpd :
jom kita study sama2~
aku tak fhm yg ni la,kau tlg terangkan utk aku bole?
waaa sejuknya telinga mendengar..senang hati dpt kwn2 mcm nii..
ahha =D

Sesuatu pekara bila dapat pada diri terutamanya ilmu perlu disebarkan bukan tuk diri sendiri..
Hidup tuk diri sendiri nanti mati seorng diri
Hidup tuk berkongsi mati kan disanjungi
Memperoleh rahmat dari ilahi Syurga bukan hidup bersendiri
Tetapi bersama orng yang meletakan Islam itu di dalam hati
Baru kehidupan itu rasa bererti
Kerana rasa di kasihi dan disayangi x rasa diri bersendiri dek kerana pentingkan diri

Justeru,marilah rakan2 kita berjihad :

"Sesungguhnya Allah membeli org mukmin,baik diri mahupun harta dengan memberikan harta kepada mereka.Mereka berperang di jalan Allah sehingga mereka membunuh dan terbunuh(sebagai)janji yang benar dari Allah di dalam Taurat.Injil dan al-Quran..."
(Taubah:111)

Renung2kan~ slamat beramal~ (*_*)(~_~)

Kasih ibu~

2009-05-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

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Renung2kan~

To Mak~

Thanks 4 everything~
Thanks 4 being such a great doc to me, curing all my pains...
Always trying to give me some hopes, to cheer me up...
I noe u love nagging, n I love it too...
So whenever we fight, we'll be like an ayam n itik...
But i realise, my world turns dark without u, without a person I can call mak...
So sorry 4 alwez hurting u...Sorry 4 my words that can make u cry~
I'm changing myself into a better person~
N 4 dat i need ur prayers 2 alwez b wif me...
n i need u to alwez b right by my side....
Ana sayang mak~ :)

(*_______*)

1 litre of tears~

2009-04-30T02:53:00.000+08:00

The title is 1 litre of tear...but it made me shed my tears not only a litre, but a river~!!
huhu...a very very very sad japanese movie...
I watched it few months back, but till now I can still feel da sadness... :'(

I alwez try to put myself into Aya's situation, but ohhh
I WISH I CAN BE AS STRONG AS HER...
yaya, u might say its juz a movie, but diz is not an ordinary movie, its a splendid real movie, adapted from a real life story...
Aya is an intelligent-smart-cute-active-all rounder student who suddenly discovers dat she is having a degenerative brain disease dat has no cure n will take away all of her senses n talents one by one, n it would progress slowly until she wont b able to walk, talk n finally her life will come to a FULL STOP. The thing is, it takes about 10 years b4 one dies, n during dat tyme lots of difficult situations will have to be faced...

Living for death.
Counting days to close her eyes n sleep, not to wake up anymore.
Watching other ppl struggling for a bright future, when she knows that she wont even have a future.
Looking at her parents' smiles which might be the last smiles she can ever witness.
Keep writing even when her hands are painful enough to write a single letter.
Cry...cry....n cry...till there r no more tears to shed..

What in the world is more hurting n killing ur soul other den dat??? T_T

So i would say,
Everyone should watch diz movie n learn to appreciate our lives...
We might be happy n proud wif what we have today...
We can walk, we can talk, we can laugh n we can scream all da way we want...
But all that are temporary n we might not be able to do them tomorrow, r even the next second...
Always be grateful, live life to the fullest, n do what we should do, right now!

My life is like a flower thats hasn’t bloomed yet. From the start of the youth, I want to treasure it and have no regrets.

I really don’t want to say things such as ”I want to go back to how things were before.” I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.

I had a dream…and in it I was running freely and I was walking…But I had another dream…and in it I was in a wheelchair…I thought I had accepted me for who I am now…

If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me… I’m alive.

People shouldn’t dwell on the past. It’s enough to try your best in all you’re doing now.

What’s wrong with falling down? As long as I stand up again.

Zutto Ikite ; live on forever

(*____________*)

K- Only Human

On the opposite coast of sadness

is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

:: LETS MOVE ON~!! :D

Try n try~

2009-04-27T12:55:00.000+08:00

Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,
life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,

and after all the hell you have been through, there is success.
Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals.

Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies.
Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be.

But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie.
I say this again; life is what you make of it.

You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you,
you can't quit or give up, you have got to keep on working,

look higher some way, some how you are going to make it.

How to Stay Positive when You Know Your Life Sucks

2009-04-27T07:35:00.000+08:00

Put away your violin. People who go around saying that life sucks are really just attention grabbers looking for pity. Yes, life can be difficult and cruel and unfair, but every time you're about to start whining again, consider how fortunate you really are and what you DO have. As written in the book "Escape Life Sucks Syndrome" show me the person who complains about not having name brand sneakers or designer shoes and I'll show you the person with no feet! Every day above ground really is a good day. So stop feeling sorry for yourself, and take one step forward. Then another. Then another. Then another.

Ground Yourself. The most common reason for people thinking their lives suck is because they aren't living their own lives. Look deeply into how you are acting to please others- to please family, friends, and society. Realize, that you need to get to know who you are, what your needs are, and make the choices to follow your path. To know these things, a path of meditation and inner exploration is invaluable. What sucks is that you are not taking care of yourself.

Look on the inside. What are some qualities you have that you like about yourself? Are you funny? Are you intelligent? Are you sincere? Are you generous? What do you have pride in? Try focusing on the positive things in your life. You may be making huge influences to others even when you think you're useless.

Prove those negative thoughts wrong. When you find yourself in a bad mood, you could think of the negative things such as, "I'm dumb and annoying", "I'm better off dead", "I'm ugly, I wish I looked different", etc. Even though it's not true. Change your mind. Look for your good features, think about the ones that you know love you, look on your greater side. Realize that nobody's life is easy and that there will always be ups and downs, and moments of low self esteem. Don't automatically assume that nobody cares. Every person matters to someone. You're alive for a reason.

Appreciate what you see. Look in the mirror. Find some beautiful things about yourself.... Do you have nice skin? nice nails? beautiful eyes? full lips? Find stuff that appeals to you. When you can't change something, change your attitude towards it!

It's all how you look at it. Jealous of the people with 'amazing' lives? They chose to be that way! Everyone has the same opportunities, remember, there are people living in mansions who are miserable and people living on the street who are perfectly happy. It's all on how you look at it.

Determine why your life sucks. What can you do to make your life better? What do you desire to do? How do you want to feel? Make a few reachable goals and your own strategies. The first step is usually the hardest - getting help or admitting you need it.

Getting motivated. What motivates you? What gives you energy to go on everyday? Music? Love? Family? A 1km run? Allah? Your attitude? Your pet? Friends?
School? Boost your confidence and determination by encouraging yourself into thinking positive.

Remember that some things can pass with time. There will be a tomorrow. There will be a next week. There will be a next month and perhaps by then, things will change. Everything is going to be okay when you think it's going to be all right. You are in control of your life and though it might get worse, it'll get better eventually. It's temporary and it will change much sooner than you think.

Think about happy memories. Whenever you feel like the future is 'hopeless', think about vivid memories. It will help make you feel better and that in the future, there will be good things, too. Happiness would not exist without sadness - it's like the yin and yang. They just don't exist without each other. Think about all the things you want to experience, feel, achieve. There will be many great moments in your life - don't let a few obstacles get in the way.

Don't stop yourself from feeling the joy. It's okay to step back once in awhile and just enjoy the moment. Even in tough situations - it's important to smile and laugh here and there. Don't restrict yourself from doing things you love just because you think you'll be criticized to do. Don't just leave memories behind, but don't try to live in the past, either. Let yourself enjoy life even if you're not at the best place you could be. You only live once - make the best of it.

Develop a gratitude journal. It's pretty simple. At the end of every day, write down five things that have made you happy or appreciative that day -- not necessarily big things, even small ones count. For example: nice weather, being praised by my boss for getting an urgent errand done, my playful dog, kids and hubby kissing me goodbye before they went to school/work, a hilarious joke a mate shared, etc.

If you feel persistently sad, unmotivated, anxious, hopeless or fearful, seek professional help. You may be suffering from a mood disorder or nutritional deficit which could be contributing to your situation. Remember there is always somebody there who wants to help you. You are valuable!

Bila poket makin kering~

2009-04-27T07:04:00.000+08:00

huhu...smlm ak g amek ic kt Mas Alam..
after so long jd minah indon xbwk ic g mane2, finally dpt balik kerakyatan tuuuuu.. :D
hopefully pisang xberbuah dua kali, xnak da ilang purse sbb its so tragic dat u hve to walk thousands of miles utk pegi buat sume balik, ic~lesen~atm card~mtrx card etc2~

Pastu smpai je kt Mas Alam, naek tingkt 6, den amek la ic tuuuu...
heeeee...tkjut sbb qmba di situ tu sgt la tembam *adei kna diet ne :P*
pas da amek tu singgah giant jap nk bli brg, dgn poket yg tnggal rm30..confiden je g shopping..haha
kira pnye kira, RM27.50...okey, tnggal rm2.50 saje dlm poket...weeee~
den g la atm nk draw duit, kna wat baris pnjg2 la plak...adeiiii~
da smpai turn tuuuuu....ALAMAK~mna kad atm ne???

xbwk rupenyeeee~ T_T
adeii pnat je bratur, da la poket tnggal rm2.50 je ne...
nk makan apee?adoi la...

den balik tu g Carltex, atm rosak plak...huhu
da la sume xde kt uma...da balik kg...waaaaa nk pnjm pon xbuleeee...
balik2 tu mampu bli nsik cowboy jew...
pas da bli maka dgn itu poket pon kosong...tngl 5sen je kot...haha
den mlm tu ingat nk ikat prot, tp lapa la plak...
huhu...so ape lagi, korek tabung angkut duit syiling g bli burger...
haha...tkebil2 makcik tu tgk duit syiling bnyk sgt..gagaga~
sabo je la yani :P

When I get really mad~

2009-04-22T16:38:00.000+08:00

Today ade bio practical test...
n today, i've been cursed...r shud I say i've been blessed???

Ok2, rite after entering the lab...
I was searching 4 a strategic place to comfortably perform my practical test~

Okey, gotcha..The one in da middle..Looks good~
So, pegi la ltak brg kt situ.. *wink* *hepy sbb dpt tmpt besh*

Tom2 dtg sorg hamba Allah ne, ltak brg dia kt situ..
ok fine, maybe dia nk tumpang ltak brg je kot..
Tp tiba2 je dia duduk atas krusi tu...

blink....BLINK....blink.... @_@
trying 2 give her/him a signal rather den yelling 'hey dats my place'~!!
but he/she kept making an innocent face~ *diz person is weird*

ok well, its better 4 me to mengalah instead of blowing winds of hurricane on da beautiful fine day~
So, I rolled my eyes at other places, trying to find an empty seat, if there are any...
Unfortunately, all places were fully occupied~ T_T

Waiting n waiting...
my lecturer showed me a place right beside da window n asked me 2 sit there...
errrrr....*hypnotized*

tmpt buat eksperimen ke buat posmoterm mayat tuuu???

the table was soooo exotic, wif all sorts of colours..blue, green, yellow, purple..u named it, n they have it~woooooooow~
ha...ha...ha....this is soooo cool~
doing an experiment WITH a colourful table n WITHOUT a sink n even a piece of tissue 4 my slide preparation~ *????*
I was totally down at dat moment...
looking n staring at the question paper~ dunno-how-2-do-da-experiment-because-i-didnt-expect-that-will-come-out-so-i-didnt-study-n-it-was-truly-a-disaster-4-me
~ n wutsoever~ :(
n my pen was making another perfect disaster by not letting its ink to come out~ *now I really hate gsoft pens*

Moral of da day

:: Dun get mad r else u'll end up having more n more troubles + everytink will go wrong~

it was R.E.A.L.L.Y... a bad...worse...worst D.A.Y. ever!!

Dedicated to all my purple fwen... :)

2009-04-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

Listen to this...
n although the poem is spoken by an Indonesian,
this is truly...deeply...from my heart n soul..

Thanks for being my fwen...
Thanks for always being there when I need..
Im glad dat we can share our joys..our tears together...
Even its been a long time...ouhh how time flies..
But all the moments...remain in my heart..
n it will stay there till I close my eyes n death comes to invite me...
I am really missing all of you...
Eventhough we r already walking on a different path,
I promise that our friendship will stay forever...
Sometimes, when I look through the window,
I see our laughs, I see our grins, n I see our smiles...
n I see u saying, we r best friends till da very end...
THANKS FRIENDS...really missing u guys :)

p/s: tgh tension xm, izinkan sy berjiwang...hehe... :P

Another TAGGED by Syana~ :D

2009-04-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

Post a picture from ur picture folder, the 3rd folder and the 3rd picture. Give a brief description.

waaaaa...nice photo aite???Taken during class farewell party kt KFC...:D

List 5 names dat you would tag.

1. Pipah
2. Mira
3. Umai
4. Yone
5. Rudy

Does no. 1 luv no. 2?
Pipah loves Mira???errrr...define the word love 1st~hehe...yeaa rite, love as a fwen of coz laa... :)

Do you think number 2 and 3 would look good together?
Yeppa...Mereka adlh psangan yg sgt romantik...share joys n tears 2gther kalo tgh watch movies..kwa3 :P

What do u think of no. 3?
Very cruel from the outside, but very beautiful from the inside...wawawa..

Would you love no. 4?
I would love yone???ouhhhh never ever...we'll end up being cat n dog most of da time we talk r meet each other..so, better not to love him...LOL

What do u think if 4 and 5 together?
ouhh Im sure Rudy n Yone r not gays...do ya??

Do u miss number 5?
ouhh rudy i miss u damned a lot~!!! haha..alamak bule mencetuskan controversy~!!haha...tiap2 ari nmpk muke rudy, xsmpat nk miss pon lorrr..heee

What do u wana say to no. 3 the most?
ouhh no 3 again...yea2 to umai, sorry 4 always hurting u..huhu..ampuun ya~jgn asyik ponteng cluz IELTS jek pasne~ :P

What do u hate abt no.1 d most?
His bro slalu topupkan kedit hp die...my bro???dun ever dream bout it..huhu :(

What do u love most abt no. 2?
Kalo nak makan ckp je...mst die akan follow n tmankan..hehe..n she's a very gud listener n a gud secret keeper~ :D

What arr u listening to now?
Lagu2 Plain White T's frm Big Bad World album...NICE~!!

What is the time now?
6.34 pm

What had u done today?
Woke up at 3 in the morning, den tdo blik, den woke up again at 6, den tdo blik...den bgn2 da pkul 8lbey kalut gle bce bku sbb ade test kimia...mkn nsik grg ikan masin kt D Rempah...tdo 4 almost 3hours after dat...den updating blog...OMG~!! wut a life...hidup yg pnuh dgn lagha~huhu :(

Who was ur last call from and why?
From aunty lily asking me to go to her house this weekend..Cracking ma head to find a gud reason sb sesungguhnya sy xnak pegiiiii...... :(

Who was ur last message from?
Dolly

What do u think of polygamy?
Kpada lelaki yg nk berpoligami, JGN KAWEN DGN SAYA~!!!!

Faveret fast-food chain?
Big Apple n KFC~yuummmy~

U would die without?
My family~ huk3

U arr a football fan of?
None...Dun like football, alwez wondering y ppl keep shouting when watching football~xde keje :P

Ur faveret perfume?
Aqua Lily from him..heeee

U like guys/girls who smoke?
Sgt plg amat benci skali pada smokers...ur killing urself n other ppl s well...tlg la btaubat~

U ever watch porn?
No. accidentally jela...dats wut i mean k mr spark :P

U drink?
Yes of coZ...third- quarter of human body consists of water...if i dun drink Im not gonna upd8 my blog ni la...sbb dlm kubo xde lptop n line intenet KOT~hehe

Last question woot~! List 5 things u wana do before u die.
1. Get married, have kids.. :D
2. Go around the world...paris, ireland, london, germany, italy, korea, aussie, nz,wuuu~ ouhhh sy sgt mahu pergi....Plzzzzzz3 sum1 plzz bring me der...huhu
3. Wat bekalan bnyk2 dlu...tanak msuk neraka waaa panas3..huhu :(
4. Bli merz 4 mak ngn abah..weee~
5. Buy all kinda cute stuffs yg wujud kt dunia ne...wohoho~lurv it~!!! :D

-THE END-

Tagged by Rudy~

2009-04-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

A) FOUR JOBS I'VE WANTED IN MY LIFE:
:: Housewife (weeeeee~~:D)
:: DJ
:: Jurnalist
:: Businesswoman

B) FOUR MOVIES I WOULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AND OVER:
:: Tiramisu
:: Armageddon
:: Pearl Harbour
:: 50 1st Date (OMG the hero is sooooo cool~~ :0)

C) FOUR PLACES WHERE I HAVE LIVED:
:: Pdg Serai, Kedah
:: Alor Star, Kedah
:: Shah Alam
:: Going to live in India, InsyaAllah :)

D) FOUR PLACES I HAVE BEEN ON VACATION:
:: Bangkok, Thailand
:: Hokkaido, Japan
:: Langkawi Island
:: Cameron Highland (ngidam nk mkn strawberi huk3 :(~ )

E) 4 WEBSITES I VISIT DAILY:
:: Friendster
:: My blog
:: Metacafe
:: Motionempire

F) FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS (NO PARTICULAR ORDER):
:: Kari ayam wif betik
:: Sambal ikan bawal
:: Claypots
:: Ketupat~!!!! (really love eating *wink*)

G) FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
:: Paradise
:: My home sweet home
:: Paris (really wanna go there huhuhu)
:: Egypt~!!! (heeeeee... :D)

H) FOUR FRIENDS / PEOPLE WHO I THINK SHOULD RESPOND:
:: YOU
:: YOU
:: YOU
:: Yes~!! I mean YOU~!! (sape soh bce so comment cpt lalala :P )

I) FOUR FAMOUS PEOPLE YOU WOULD LOVE TO MEET - DEAD OR ALIVE :
:: Prophet Muhammad
:: Siti Khadijah
:: Izyani in da future hihihi :D
:: Bush (wanna shot him to death huh~)

J) FOUR THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY:
:: Buying colorful cute stuffs
:: Looking at my mum n dad's face
:: Nyanyi kuat2 smpai nk pcah anak tekak ngeeee~
:: MAKAN SMPAI PEROT RASE CM NK MELETUP heee~

Dont be sad= be happy~!!!

2009-04-02T17:56:00.000+08:00

:: Yesterday I bought this book at PKNS...
:: The tittle is La Tahzan, which means Dont Be Sad...
:: Its a very good supporting material for those who are in need of some strengths in their lives...
:: Wish I could spend sometimes to khatam this book..
:: Den I wouldnt be sad anymore...I guess~ :D
:: I'll summarise the contents here once I hve finish reading it k..hehe

(*_______*)

MY PIGGY BANK~ :D

2009-04-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

LOOK!!! LOOK!!!

Im a coin collector now~~
errrr....AM I???hehe...

I CANT BELIEVE IT~!!!

ME become an owner of a piggy bank????

haha...luckily not an owner of pigs :P

well, diz is my 1st tyme EVER, buying this kind of thingy...
yeaa...im too spendthrift till I never keep any of my coins...NOT EVEN a 5 cent coin~!!wuuuuu~
Wish me luck..
I wish I can make my piggy bank occupied with coins not with rubbish of coz, by the end of diz year...hehe ;)

I LOVE YOU GREEN LITTLE CAN~ :D

p/s : kene samak x kalo pgang piggy bank?? :P

kambing ooo monyet~ :(

2009-03-30T09:15:00.000+08:00

Pg td sy pg pasar..
den singgah kt kdai daging..

tiba2 sy nmpk kepala kambing tnpa bdnnye..

sy amatlah terkejut..

lalu dengan xsemena2 sy tjerit oooooopocot kpale monyet~!!!!

maka sume makhluk mlihat sy..
mcm tgh melihat badut..
kucing pon tkekek2...kepala kmbing yg da mati smpat tersengih2..
pakcik kdai tu pon ckp..nape xckp kpale pakcik je??

OHHH SAYE SGT MALU..
KEPALE MONYET NGN KAMBING PON DAH XKNAL~

XNAK PG MARKET DA~:(

hahaha...LOL :D

2009-03-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

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ohhhhh knapeee....

2009-03-25T17:17:00.001+08:00

AS exam around da corner...
Me????

:::IM SCREWED UP:::

Frankly speaking, IM NOT 100% ready YET...
Im damned TIRED, tired of thinking what would happen next...
I WANT a WONDERFUL life...

But y is it so hard to be owned???

I really WANT to go to INDIA....
Opsss ok2, gotta admit this, Im not really interested to go to INDIA...
But is there any other better lanes for me???

NOPE, I guess~

So..Hence..Therefore..

NO OPTION = MUST GO TO INDIA + STOP LOOKING AT THE BAD SIDES ABOUT GOING TO INDIA - (- WORK HARD~!!!)

:: Well, I've made a promise to myself that one day I'll be standing happily in front of diz Taj Mahal wif MBBS certificate n da title DR IZYANI...ameeennn~ :D

P/s : Anybody wanna buy my chocolate cake?? :P

Advanced Subsidiary LEVEL???

2009-03-12T18:34:00.001+08:00

Sudahkah anda bersedia???

Mampukah anda melakukannya???

Let the battle begins......... \(^_^)/

Kepulangan yg dinanti~ :)

2009-03-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

IM BACK~!!!!!

Hehe...It's been a long journey back to Shah Alam from my hometown...
n im writing this in middle of the way when I feel soooooo excited to write!! heeee~ :D
Well, i had a great time standing on the land where lots of miracles had happened throughout my life journey..This is where i learnt the wonderful meaning of the four-letter word, L.I.F.E.
n I thank God for choosing me to walk on this astonishing pathway of life...

So, after 3 months being an 'anak perantauan' , I felt so eager to get back home n meet my dearest family...heeee~

:: Getting ready~ :D

Alrite...so, nk dijadikan cte..
Izyani adalah seorang manusia yg tlah di'curse' oleh bas awam...huhu :(
Well, I really have troubles when boarding a bus...lots of unexpected incidents happen before, during or after taking a bus to ANY destination...I MEAN ANY~!!
I was chased out of the bus for having the wrong ticket, last year..
And this time, I almost miss the bus~!!!
This was how it happened...The boarding time written on the bus was 9.45 p.m., n I got there at 9.00pm, quite early since me n mira havent take our dinner yet. So around 9.35, we went to the terminal to find out that there were no bus!!!! OK2, IZYANI MASIH LAGI COOL EVEN SHE WAS YELLING N MUMBLING TO HERSELF "maakkkkk~ nakk balikkkkk!!!"...
Then Mira n I went to the counter to figure out what actually happened, n I was bloody shocked when the ticket girl said

" Ya Allah, nape lambat sgt ne dikkkk????"

Again I looked at my watch, it was 9.40pm...N again I checked my ticket, YEAAA I'm not wrong, the time written there was 9.45pm...So I asked the girl "Kami yang lewat ke bas tu yg jln awal ne kak???" The girl looked at my ticket, n she noticed that she's the one who should be responsible 4 the bus leaving without ME!! The bus schedule had changed act, but she was still using the old one, and what happened??MY NERVES GOT REALLY MAD n ape lagi,,,, oestrogen dan progestrone pooon rise up dgn mendadaknye...MY BP PUN DAH NAEK (ayat mdm simran..hehe)

:: Slumber je dok cndle light dinner pdahal da kna tinggal ngn bas...adeiiii~

Luckily the bus company was responsible enough to ask the bus to WAIT FOR US...hehe...I am proud to say that the bus, the driver and all the passengers waited for the 2 left behind VVIPs for almost 1 hour n I can feel the heated carbon dioxide from everybody's breath once we got into the bus..sorry guys, naseb lerrr, saper suruh xtunggu???hoho..now I really feel like the bus is mine~!!!ngeeee~

kk, finished about the curse for now, I'll continue writing about it sometimes later...

So, back home, I realised that I couldn't help myself from eating excessively...hihi...
maybe its bcause I cant find any tasty food in shah alam, so feel like wanting to 'qada' eating all the delicia in my hometown.. :D
most impressively, I bought six chicken wings for only RM4~!!!
Oh my goodness, what in the world is cheaper than that?????

So, these are some the food that excitedly went inside my big tummy in that few days...hehe

:: Chicken rice with blackpepper CLAYPOT~

:: Nasik MINYAK kt uma knuri...heeee

:: Chicken CHOP~

n not forgetting~ IKAN TERMENUNG~!!! :D

daaaaaan bermacam2 lagi~hehe

I also went to SAINA to visit my two youngers, my sis n my bro...
Ohhh SAINA, still havent changed, still covered in purple...kui3 :P
Instead of the school, my bro is the one who has really changed, he's now a man in black n I think that he should really go for an effective whitening n slimming programmes...huhu...
n my sis, keep complaining about her failure in catching up the lessons...Imagine she got a red mark for her Pendidikan Islam???This should be a new record in our family then...
Still, I admire their spirits...Keep moving forward my lil sis n bro~!!!
I know they can manage to do it....just a matter of making a bigger n faster steps so that they can be closer to success...CHAIYOKKK~!!! :D

Not forgetting, my grandparents...
Well, I went to my village, n I had a wonderful night there...
Sadly, my grandfather is not in the pink of health...after his heart problems, he is now suffering from some kidney stones which blocked his urinary bladder or something sekutu dgnnya, n as a result, he cant pee n need to wear the hanging bag n bcoz of that his movement is now too limited, plus his swollen leg that stops him from moving comfortably. N his Alzheimer disease is also getting worse day by day, he cant even recognise me :(
If only I am a doctor now, I'll do anything I can to make him recover, or at least to reduce his pain...huhu...but as naufal always say, the word IF will never change anything...Its just a fantasy not a reality, n its just an IF which does not justify anything~so what can I do now is PRAYING...n I hope all of you will do so, too... (T_T)

n my grandmother, still looking good....she even cooked me my favourite sambal ikan termenung~!!!yummmmy~ just so3 delicious..hehe...

mak n abah....hehe
here's the interesting part...
Both of them r being so emo bout da PPSMI thingy.... My mum became even more emo when our edu minister strictly said that PPSMI will remain in our education system.... I tink that I should talk about this in detail in my next post...hehe...Apart from that, mak is now so happy losing her weight after going for a slimming programme... she's so excited wearing pants, knowing that her thigh is becoming thinner n thinner... ahha
My dad, still the coolest dad ever...On our way to Saina, he was willing to stop the car n let me catch few photos of paddy field to be shown to my friends who really wanna see paddy..haha
So here are some of the photos :

:: Itu namanye PADI ye kwn2...haha :P

:: n dat is the mesin kepada padi~ngeee~

hehe...thanks mak...thanks abah...thanks 4 everything~
n since I know ur reading this, let me announce to the whole world that your the best parents in this universe, ur the greatest GIFT from the God to me~
Thanks 4 your love, ur care n ur guidance...
I'll do anything I can to make you happy, insyaAllah..

I really, totally n sincerely love you, mak n abah.... :)

:: Abahku yg MACHO~ :D

:: n mak yg cunnnnyeeeerr~ heeee~ :D

So, after 4 days staying happily at home, its time to go back.... :(

Back to MAIS means back to study~huhu....

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button....

2009-02-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

Wat can I say...

The script writer of diz movie is blessed wif creative thinking n imaginations...

The story was just splendid~!!!!

Alrite well, imagine u were born as an old wrinkled baby, den u grow up to be an old kid n afta dat start becoming younger n younger, from n adult to a cute little baby n end up ur life as a dead baby wif a whole-life experience!! OMG juz cant put myself into that situation...Everything seems to turn upside down...but dats wat actually happen 2 Benjamin Button...His destiny was set to be in dat way...He was humiliated by ppl all around him bcoz he got lots of white hair n behave like a very old man when he is only 7..Then as time goes by he got married to a lovely woman, Daisy n dey were blessed wif one perfect baby gurl, but soon after dat he started to realise that his wife cant mentally afford to take care of two children at the same tyme; her husband n her daughter, since he's going to be a child when his wife is turning into an old lady!!n he's going to be his very own daughter's playmate!!haha...such a headache rite???but den...diz a very good story....

Most importantly, the story taught me dat every1 in diz world is born wif his or her own uniqueness...We shouldnt be so upset r feel like giving up wif the unexpected things that are fated for us, n thus we should always be grateful wif wat we have. Although ppl always look down on Benjamin Button when he was an old kid, he always say "There's nothing wrong wif being old"...Yeaa he's so positive n he doesnt care wat ppl r saying bout him, s long s he knows wat he wants in his life...

"For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit... start whenever you want... you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." -Benjamin Button

"Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance."

“You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end,
you have to let go.”

Benjamin Button: My name is Benjamin Button, and I was born under unusual circumstances. While, everyone else was agin', I was gettin' younger... all alone.

::: hehe...jd promoter kt dpn TGV

::: waaaaaaaa amek gmba ngn brad pitt nsemmm~!!!

::: mira xley bla nangeh smpai bengkak mata...umai menten je macho...shaye!!!hehe....*SECRET* :P

Shaye ulser mulut~ :(

2009-02-20T11:29:00.001+08:00

Bile nak baik ne????huhu....nk makan pooon susaaaa...xley mkn nasik grg cili padi daa....huhu :(

ULCER MULUT (ULSER AFTA)

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Ulser Afta merupakan tompokan putih atau kuning dalam mulut yang mempunyai tanda kemerahan di sekelilingnya. Ulser ini mempunyai saiz yang berbeza-beza dan menyakitkan.

Apakah puncanya?

Punca sebenar ulser mulut tidak diketahui. Ia sering dikaitkan dengan :

Stres
Perubahan hormon
Jangkitan
Kekurangan zat makanan
Alahan
Rawatan radiasi
Rawatan kemoterapi

Apakah masalah yang timbul berkaitan dengan ulser mulut?

Ia sering dihubungkaitkan dengan :

Rasa membakar di dalam mulut
Kesakitan
Ketidakselesaan yang berpanjangan
Hilang selera makan
Demam

Berapa lamakah ulser mulut akan sembuh?

Kesakitan akan berkurangan dalam tempuh 3 - 4 hari tetapi ulser biasanya akan mengambil masa 10 - 14 hari untuk sembuh sepenuhnya.

Perhatian yang perlu diambil jika mengalami ulser mulut

Dapatkan pemeriksaan doktor pergigian jika ulser mulut masih berlarutan melebihi dua minggu. Pemeriksaan penting untuk menentukan tiada lesi kanser dan pra kanser mulut.

Apakah yang boleh dilakukan untuk mengurangkan rasa sakit?

Cuba petua di bawah untuk menghilangkan rasa sakit :

Berkumur dengan bahan kumuran antiseptik.
Sapukan gel analgesik atau gel penahan sakit
Kekalkan kesihatan mulut yang baik.
Makan makanan yang lembut.
Kurangkan makanan pedas dan berempah.
Minum air secukupnya.

Cuak jerrrr....

2009-02-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

Few days ago I got a phone call from my aunty, asking me to make an urgent call to my ex-boss in AmInvestment Bank...Fyi, I worked in da bank after SPM..jd org bawahan jeeee~~heeee~ dat isnt matter here anyway..the thing is, my blood pressure suddenly got really high, yet im still very lucky cuz it hasnt come to an end...hehe...Only 1 thing came across my mind, WUT HAVE I DONE???

xkan la bank tu da muflis sbb aku kot???

Since my phone credit is running out, I miscalled her, asking her to call me back..

Waiting n waiting....
Thinking n thinking....
I was predicting dat they might have found my precious diary which I left inside my table's drawer...huhu...da la kejiwanganku teserlah kt situuuu... :(
or maybe bcoz I had rosakkan some of the clients' accounts, apart from deleting kak shafa pnyee password...n other than tertumpahkan air kt dokumen kt izzi...huhu :(

bru ku tahu diri ini seorang pmusnah rupenye....huhu

sooo at last, she called me....

suspend gle~

rupe2nye die nk tnya khabar jeeeee.....hehe...n asking me bout exchange program dat I joined a year ago sbb anak die nk join...cheyt...apeee daaaa...bikin cuak jewww...hmmmmm

but den she reminds me of my sweetest memory when I was in da program, da precious experience dat I gained from Hokkaido....I really miss my host family...my okaasan n my otoosan...eventhough we had a terrible communication since they cant understand English n I cant understand Japanese, but we had a great time together...I laugh to myself when remembering all da memories...

Some of da momento.....

::: JENESYS rocks~!!!

::: Japanese gorgeous food~haha :P

::: Toilet berteknologi tinggi~duduk jeee pastuu tadaaaaaaaa~sume settle...hehehe

::: Making wishes ceremony

::: Bli kt 7E..hehehe

::: Kaki lima yg smpah sebesar kuman poooon tarak~

::: My Handicraft~~~ :D

::: SNOW~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Home Sweet Home~!!!

2009-02-19T17:11:00.001+08:00

Well, i'll be back to my beloved techno city of Kulim (hehe...dgn pnuh riaknye) in 2 weeks time....Juz cant wait 4 dat fortnight 2 come~hehe...after soooo long breathing in n out the polluted air from Shah Alam, finally dpt balik jugaaakkk....yeaaaayyy!!!!at least my lungs can dance happily sikit la sbb dpt fresh air kan...huhu...it's not dat Im being a kacang lupakan kulit (nuts forgetting its skin in english isnt it??haha :P), but den im giving myself sumtimes to really feel wut studying far away from family is all about...n im also turning myself into a better family member...n I discovered dat now i started being more n more caring towards my lil bro n sis...I called them almost everyday which is a weird thing 2 them...yeaa rite, they always tot dat im actually a
CRUEL MONSTER rather den a human being~ :P

I miss them...i love them...Yeah im da one who always bring chaos to the fmly but behind dat, im da one who miss them every part of a second...adoiii ne yg nk sedey plak ne...huhu...wuteve it is, im happy to have them in my life...
I LOVE THEM... :)

Soooo,blek ne nk watpe ek??1st of all, mst la nk visit paddy field kt kampung kn..hehe...it reminds me of my kiddos life when I was playing der, looking 4 fish n prawn...I was crazy over ikan sepat during those days....cuteeee gle...I still remember when I got a superlarge sepat n I decided to hide it from my grandma (or I call her tok) cuz Im sure she's going to melaukkan ikan tuuu if she found it...soo time tu my grandpa (n he is wan) suruh bela ikan sepat tu in a well behind his house...So dat ikan was my boyfriend during dat time n was simply so crazy n angau over it...But den, He's da one who decides everything, my fish died 1 year after that...

sdey gle smpai lebam mata den tanak g skola... majok~ :'(

Den talking bout my life when I was living wif my grandparents, der was an incident dat I cant forget till now...One beautiful day, I was on da bus going back from school to my grandparents' house...What happened was dat ade la sorg mamat ne, I called him strawberi sbb name die sobri (now he's a fatty oredi :P)...n he called me buah kana since my name is farhana...biase la bdak2 kcik, bile da smpai uma tu I was walking happily la nk turun bas...suddenly~

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang~!!!!!

ehh...mne pulak buah kana ne???tetiba jeee ilang....taw la sonok pon nk blek uma, tp xkan jd halimunan cmtuuuu je??? sume heran~

tetiba nmpk ade satu makhluk kt bwh....ingtkan alien daaa~

Ohhhh nooooo~ntah bile plak la buah kana wat sujud syukur kt atas tanah tu....adeiiii....
PAINFUL CRASH~
mcm kapal terbang terhempas plak rsanya...huhu
rupa2nye....

si strawberi tlah mnolak si buah kana jatuh hingga termakan tanah...*dushhh*

eeeeeeeeeeee naseb baek la im still alive taw x????If not I'll be da most cruel ghost in this entire universe n kacoooo him everynite n every day..tarik die msuk dlm black hole x pon sumbat je dlm kawah kt bulan... haaaa....

n after dat my grandma got really mad and attacked him at his house, wif her machine gun n nuclear bomb...padan muke!!!!n pastuuu tobat da la dieeee...hehe...

I miss them...I miss all those moments damned much...If only I can reverse the time....huhu...
I was so lucky having a chance to grow up in a village, bcoz da life is totally different wif those who grew up in metropolis r megalopolis...PEACEFUL!!Fruit season was da most exciting time for me cuz we had a dusun n during this time my cousins n I will sleep in a small hut made by my grandpa, waiting 4 da fruits 2 fall down...

bile bunyi jeee durian gugur,sume LARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!
sape dpt dluuuuu??? heeeee~shaye laaaa.... :)

thanks tok...thanks wan...u've been a great teacher to me, apart from mak n abah....u taught me a lot, those r da things dat I couldn't find anywhere else...
I LOVE YOU BOTH~

::: From the left: abah, adi, wan, abg, tok n mak... :)

::: Tok yg syomel~!!

NAK BALIK KEDAH~!!!!! yeppppiiiiii!!! :)

KEDAH HERE I COMEEEEE~!!!!

How to Stop Being Sleepy Without Going to Sleep???

2009-02-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

:) Drink something sugary, like coffee or soda. The burst of sugar or caffine will wake you up, but be careful. Sugar has a tendancy to make people 'crash and burn' afterwards.

:) Have some one try to keep you awake. Have the person shake you, pat you on the back or head, or lightly slapping you. Another way is to give someone a 'spadoch', which is when you slap someone in the back of their head. Studies have shown that 'spadoches' help the 'spadochee' become more awake/aware of their surroundings.

:) Move around. Stimulating blood flow is one of the best and natural ways to stay awake. When you lay still, your blood flow decreases, which makes you sleepy. Doing exercises or simply walking around should keep you awake.

:) Make loud nosies or have someone make loud noises. If the noise is loud enough, it will shock you into opening your eyes. This doesn't make you less sleepy though, unless you are the person making the noise, because then you are moving and stimulating blood flow.

WARNING : If you use the sugar/coffee trick, don't drink too much or else you can 'crash and burn' very shortly after, or you won't be able to go to sleep when you want/have/need to..... GUD LUCK! :D

How To Be Happy???

2009-02-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

Do's

remind yourself : YOU CAN'T CHANGE OTHERS, YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE YOURSELF!***

Try to think of a creative vow and write it down. Make it something like: I vow to give at least one compliment to someone each day and I'll try to control my anger by counting in my head before reacting.
Don't think of happiness as a mood, but as a philosophy of life. It's a frame of mind, a way of re-adjusting your thoughts, not something you "feel" all the time.
Be patient, as trying to achieve everything within twenty minutes, or just a day, may not work out as perfectly as you guessed. Committing yourself to this lifestyle takes some serious reflection and perhaps, change within yourself, which will take longer periods of time - so wait for the changes, as they will be worth it.
Don't let others drag you and your lifestyle down. If somebody treats you badly, let them know that you respect yourself and therefore they should, too. Don't let other people decide how your life will go, because you know that's not their choice to make.

Dont's

Happiness requires balance. Don't become so caught up in your own happiness that you forget about everyone else's. And don't base your own happiness on making others feel good; people-pleasers are usually very unhappy on the whole.
Always remember it's not the way you live or the way you spend, it's only the way you think.
Even in the most terrible times, do not turn to alcohol, drugs, or anything else that is addictive or abusive to the health of you or others. Bad habits grow like weeds - they are easy to get, but hard to get rid of. Many addictive "solutions" can make your problems much worse.

Lets us try~!! :)

To Lily cyg~~~

2009-02-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

Sy mohon bjuta2 kemaafan sbb terlupe bufday anda..huhu
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cmne bley lupe neeeeeee????
nyanyuk tol la...huhu :(

lily, jgn mara ek????
ye2 next year xlupe daaaa....taaaaaaaaaw???
sorry...sorry...sorry....

nah amek adiah moo2...

nk moo2 btol pon i sanggup bg sbb da guilty sgt2...hmmm
time la moo2 yg xbpe nsem ne...

nt kta p tgk wyg ngn karoke sma2 bwk moo2 skali na???
huhu.... (T_T)

jgn majok2 taw????
fwen 4 eve jugaaaakkkkk.... :(

waaaaaarggghhhh~!!!! nape mst lupeeee??????????
menci3 :(

T.a.G.G.e.D

2009-02-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

hurmm im not really gud at diz cuz i don't really know myself well...haha
but nvm, I take diz as a challenge from mrs spark..haha :P

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Here are the rules - post this list on your blog replacing my answers with yours.
Tag people to do the same thing.

If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- Nope, n I alwez tink dat im da only person named Nur Izyani Farhana in diz entire world...try 2 find if ders any, im sure u'll end up being hopeless...hehe...n im really happy if ders any1 who wants 2 name their child after me but plzz dun blame me if der r sum weirdness dat dey inherit from me..haha :)

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- Juz now, very early in da morning...but ders notink much 2 wery bout cuz I really njoy crying...it gives me some eye refreshments...hehe :P

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- Sumtimes, but most of da time i hate it cuz it looks so horrible...esp my tulisan jawi n guess wut, I was scolded by my ustazah during my years in 2ndary school, she said dat my handwriting is THE WORST SHE HAD EVER SEEN...huhu..
*blush*

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL?
- Nasik + ayam r daging r ikan + some vege...Nasik cowboy during moneyless...haha :P

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
- I wish I do...cuz I really like cute little babies n kids...but must cme from da rite way laaa

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- Maybe yes maybe no...I cant comment on dat cuz I cant personally judge myself...huhu...can sum1 plzzz judge me???

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- Sumtimes, when I feel like my heart is exploding n ready 2 attack its enemies....huhu

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- I guess I do...Do I??? (Dr dolly, i dun learn basic anat yet so can u plzzz check whether my tonsils are still there?? :P )

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- Nope, never....myb I will, but it shud b up der in da heaven cuz im sure dat im not gonna die der even if my head split into 10 ...haha :)

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- Cocoa pebbles n fruity pebbles nyummmm3

11. DO YOU UNITE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- Once in a blue moon...only wen my mum widens her big eyes n say 'kalo pg uma mak mertua nk hawing2 (means campak2 la hehe) gak ek??"huhu....dusshhhh...no la maaaak, depan mak mertua kna camera, lite, action la skeeeeetttt...hehe :P

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- Ske Baskin Robbins nye caramel ice cream tp xmampu nk bli slalu..1 scoop=rm8.90...not worth it...huhu :(

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- Chicken pox scars on their face...cuz I do hve some...n they make me feel so ugly, so I keep looking 4 ppl wif da same fate r even worse den mine...I hate chicken POX!!!!!

15. RED OR PINK?
- PINK!!!! cute n calm.. :)

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- I tink 2 much over simple things...yeaaa sumtimes its good, but most of da tyme it turns myself into a very fussy n complicated person...

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST ?
- Da one very2 far away from me....I miss you every parts of a second...huhu :(

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- ermmmm if they r able 2...n if dey r completely living in a world of boredom...huhu

19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- black pants n super large white shoes wif ribbon on top of it, since my old shoes had totally worn out so I have 2 wear da super large one given by my sis, n everytime I wear them I hve 2 sumbat some tissues inside it..haha..no time 2 go find a new one laaaaa...no money oso...huk3 :(

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- lagu2 ketuhanan esp from Opick...u wont believe diz, after I went karaoke'ing' at The Gardens laz week I cme back liking those kinds of songs..hehe..gimme a peaceful heart...ececece :D

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- I hate talking bout crayon, cuz it reminds me of my tution teacher who chased me out from da drawing cluz, cuz I 4got 2 bring my crayon... :(
But I would love 2 b a white crayon, cuz dey r rarely b used by ppl even they r there in da crayon box...By diz way, i wish I can live longer n hve a better experiences den da other crayons.... :)

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- Kentut yg wangi...haha...ade ke???

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- Of coz its him..hehe..

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
-Yeaaa...We share sumtink in common~being condemned 4 being a db8r bcoz they said dat we r stubborn n hard-headed...huhu... salahkah kami??? :(

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- Honestly I hate sports..Im gud at escaping myself from any sport activities during school moments...going 2 da clinic acting dat i hve tummyache when im very sure dat Im not 2 get da MCs, cheating da wardens dat I hve 2 attend motivational programme so on n so forth, Im expert in creating lies act...haha :P

27. HAIR COLOUR?
- Pink, :P

28. EYE COLOUR?
- Green mcm hulk kot...hoho :P

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- Sumtimes, wen I hate my specs n I feel like betty wen wearing specs...I hate my spec,totally...

30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- Sambal belacan...im crazy over it~!!! yummmmmy3

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- Happy endings of coz...make life ceria a bit laaaa

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-So long never watched movies act...HE WAS COOL was da last one I guess...

33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-Orange~

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- Surely winter laaaa....SNOWMAN!!!SNOWBALL!!!! SNOWFLAKES!!! :D

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
- hurmmmm...adoii..how 2 answer diz ek???ermm both kot, provided they cme from da ryte person la..hehe...dun simply2 hug me r kiss me, otherwise my flying hand will land on ur face..kui3 :P

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- Jelly r puddings...skeeee sgt2~!!

37.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- No choice, all da academic books... huhu.. :(

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- wut n outdated question..haha :P ppl already use touchpad nowadays la...LOL

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- Im living in a world without TVs...huhu

40. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- Baaabbbyyy~hehe (whisper)

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- Definitely Rolling stones~hehehe

42. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- Hokkaido, Japan~

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- crik gado ngn org.....ahakssss

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- Kulim~

:(

2009-01-31T19:32:00.001+08:00

HURT.FRUSTRATED.ANGRY.SAD

The SO-CALLED 'TRIP' :)

2009-01-30T19:23:00.001+08:00

Well, remember when I wrote about the dead body being cut off in my previous post?? That was actually during our trip to Hospital Serdang recently...Somehow I have to thank MSU for giving me a chance to go there...The trip was splendid!!!The bedah siasat of the dead body really gave me a long-time psychological impact...fuhhhh nice to see but once going to bed argghhhhhhh NITEMARE!!! haha....but it did give me few lessons...

MOST IMPORTANT LESSON : Dont get drunk or else u'll end up falling into the DRAIN n den into the GRAVE huhu...(this is wut happen to da corpse....)

Not only that, if any1 of you is going to Hospital Serdang, you should find 4 diz cool person. His name is Mr. Azrai. Somehow I should called him Ms. Azrai (hoho sorry :p) Imagine when I was walking happily n cheerfully wif one of the nurses, suddenly...

"hey you! why r u following her? Go to that group laaaa"

Dat group?????Which group???

I was like taking my time 4 human reaction, finding da answer y should I join the group dat had already been walking around da x-ray department when i just let my feet stepped into da department. Y SHOULD I MS. AZRAI???

Then he was like "Quick!Quick!Don't u listen to me???"

Yea rite I might not be a good listener but U ARE SUCH A BAD INSTRUCTOR! I do not know anything bout what's going on to the other group (the group that he asked me to join) and now ur asking me to join them??!!!huhu...xpela mengalah jelaaaa.....

Da whole day he was nagging about our attitude which I think normal for teenagers. We are juz being soooo curious about the hospital and he scolded us and was chasing over us everytime we get attracted to something n glued 2 dat something in the hospital. WHAT IS THIS??? A trip 4 KINDERGARTEN kids that we have to walk behind ur bumpy???
huhu...nvm he really attracts me after all. I wish I could see him again some other times (4 revenge haha ;p) n if u fall sick dont forget 2 see me, I'll prepare 4 u some STOP TALKING pills so that u wont make so much noise n shut ur CANNOT-BE-CLOSED mouth 4eve n eve...huhu :p :p :p

but then, thanks 4 being wif us da whole day. We had a great time wif u, HONESTLY!!! hehe...

And I also learnt that not every man in this world r born to be a man!!!!!
I hate some of the boys here bcoz they r always being selfish....adoiiii....jd la gentleman sikiiiittt...
Alright, here's da story. I was having a bad headache n skit prooooot wen we had a talk in a room at the hospital n unfortunately we were just too many to fill up the seats in da room, so I didnt get any seats n gotta stand n listen, wif my spinning head n bubbling exploding tummy. I was horribly tried making a painful face but none of them stand up n let me have their seats!!!huhu...such a lazy bump...dont u know dat I'm suffering rite here???!!!!

So to all men out der, even the world had changed a lot, u hve 2 remember dat women r born to be weaker that all of u, somehow. So respect n protect us, eventhough we have nothing 2 do wif each other. AT LEAST WE ARE ALL LIVING ON THE SAME EARTH!!!

So here r some of my photos during da trip. Im so glad bcoz I can even have a shot wif one of da bez forensic dr in Malaysia, Dr Karim. Amazingly he is a very humble person, he can even giggled n chuckled wif a very ordinary person like me without making any gap between da two of us. He's a good role model to me :)

Look at da guy wearing coat n sitting on da cushion next to Madam Simran. That's HIM~!!! That's HIM~!!! I mean, da non-stop talking guy..haha :P

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Me~emo.... (_)

2009-01-28T00:06:00.001+08:00

Well, today i tink of sumtink...
n dat sumtink is...
APPRECIATE EVERY SINGLE PERSON AROUND U....
As nobody in dis world is going 2 live 4eve...
So...b good 2 everybody as u do not know how long u n dat everbody r going 2 live...
Maybe 2morow will b da end of da day 4 me...r myb 4 u...
So i do not want 2 b regret 4 anytink...
I dont want 2 b left unforgiven...
So ppl!!!
From now on...
Im gonna b nice 2 everybody...
No hatred, no jealousy, no pretending, no hurting other ppl's feelings...
Eventhough im not dat bad b4..hehe

~ dont know y im so emo tonite...huhu
*wink*

(^________^)

Let's Do It~!!!

2009-01-25T09:20:00.001+08:00

We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing. Action always generates inspiration. Inspiration seldom generates action.

~Frank Tibolt

AS exam~coming soon!!!

2009-01-24T19:50:00.001+08:00

huuuuuuu~getting on my nerves...
da exam is around da corner...
not really around da corner la, but bcos i still got too many things to study then time will surely fly...
butterfly has also started flying inside my tummy...ouchhh!!
huhu...wanna b a doc?then shud pass diz exam...
omg im not ready!!!!!
chemistry n physics???still suc**!!! :(
wut i gotta do now??
hmmmm....after thinking n thinking n thinking, I came out wif diz...

THINGS TO DO NOW...

1) Buy lots of jom loceng wif hyperxtra noisy sound so dat i can wake at nite n study more (diz gets sooo hard once i can smell my bantal bucuk :P)
2) Find a more effective cellophane tape r even thread n needle to shut my mouth up (diz is to reduce the rate of mengumpat, etc etc which can b a waste of tyme)
3) Hide my laptop n never put an attempt to find it back until the final day of the exam (r not i'll b 24/7 wif da laptop~bad 4 my eyes too~ :< )
4) Not to top up my phone's credits, otherwise my eyes will be glued 2 da phone...
5) Less noise, more actions :D

hurmmm...diz can b gud...
lets try it out!!!!! :D

MyNiceSpace.com

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Loco Roco.. ;)

2009-01-24T16:24:00.001+08:00

Today out of nowhere I found cute n tomey2 little monsters n i tink those r da cutest human-made creatures pnah dilihat eve...
n now im in love wif those monsters..haha..juz damned cute...
feel like nk cubit2 their cheeks n nk telan jek..haha
n i used them as my laptop's wallpaper..
Cute aite??? :)
n da name is loco roco...name 4 da whole cuteee gang i tink...
saje je...busaaaan...xde keje...malas nk tgk buku...bowink xde thap da.... :(

*end of story*

Alone r lonely???

2009-01-24T15:45:00.001+08:00

Well, its chinese new year hols n i'll b alone 4 at lez diz 3days...
I prefer not to go back to my hometown when everybody's back...
huhu...n now i gotta stay alone in diz *tut* house...
(more den scary act :p)
Goshhhh...da tink dat im worried da most rite now is going 2 da toilet alone esp at nite, when da imaginery of da lying corpse being cut off into bits in the hosp few days ago still spinning around my head...da smell??huhu...still here deep inside my nose n my throat...
i see dat dead body everywhere rite now...(scary yah???)
now wut...wanna ask my buny to tman me all nite long but he seems to be quite bz now :( ermmmm myb i shud play songs loudly so dat diz house wouldnt be dat scary :p
WISH ME LUCK...

*Takooot tgk mayat, but im a future doc..wut a weird world :p
No biggie my nerves gonna get used to it tough :P

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MyNiceSpace.com

I'm 19~~!!!!!!!! :)

2009-01-23T20:30:00.001+08:00

HEPI BUFDAY YANI!!!!!!
Btw aku da 19taun skang...
oh no!!!!Im getting older???hehe...
no no no...MATURED is da ryte word act.. 8)
wanna b a humble gurl, nice 2 everybody, n simply PERFECT!!!!
Here r some of da cool shots on my bufday...what a weird bufday, I got a blueberry hand-made face...haha...ENJOY!!!!Thanks to my fren, peeps mira su umai fina dayah timah zu...LOVE U ALL :)

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Beautiful ties of friendship.. :)

2009-01-23T18:36:00.001+08:00

Friendship is worth than anything...
Its priceless, its valuable, it can be find nowhere but in the heart of a true friend..
To all my fren, thanks for being there whenever I need...
Thanks 4 standing by my side when I feel like falling down...
Thanks 4 everything...
May our friendship lasts 4ever...
An everlasting moments together... :)

Let's move on~!!!

2009-01-22T19:59:00.001+08:00

I think that from now on I will like to stop pointing at people and start pointing at myself...Still got lots of things waiting to be solved...Lets move on!!!!!

Da right n da wrong things to do....

2009-01-22T19:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, things that we think is right actually wrong in other people's point of view. Why do you think things like this happen?? It's bcause...everyone is created wif different thoughts n ways of thinking. God has His own reasons for this~ to make life more beautiful and colourful. If everyone thinks alike, surely this world will not develop and becomes a very dull place to live in.
For me, I think that most of da times, my actions do not seem to make others satisfied. Yeaaa diz is a democratic country that we have to listen to every single person's opinions, but would you agree if I say that too many opinions make things worse and become tangled? Life is complicated, and at this moment I do not know how to cope wif this ~im a very outspoken person- i talk directly to people especially if there is something related wif emotions and a matter of feelings and dissatisfaction, bcoz i do not like unsolved things to be dragged until the day I die, I like to settle down any problems that arise so that I do not have to think bout it until i get crazy or mad~ but not everyone can accept this, maybe dey can easily get hurt from my words, but honestly people, I just like things to happen in a nice way- without anyone making an annoyed face to me everytime things go wrong...
huh...What is right and what is wrong wif dis??? :(

Me n My LiFe.. :)

2009-01-09T13:07:00.001+08:00

Hey guys!! Meet me anna n im a new blogger here...Im turning 19 diz 16th Jan n it is one of my wishes to have a very interesting blog not only about the pathway of my life,but also for me to voice out my opinions about the wonderfulness of our lives. For me, I love myself a lot n Im seeking for a life that will not give me any feeling of regrets when I die. Everybody has only one chance to live in this world, so make a full use of it. I have a very strong stand that life is what we make it. It is not decided, but it is created. Either something go wrong or right, they are all the effects of what we did. Never blame the God for anything because He has given us a great opportunity to feel what it is like to be a human, a very complete complicated creature with feelings, emotions, thoughts and just, everything!!! Nothing is more precious than that...So guys, lets make our life to the fullest!!! :)